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  • Posted On: Aug 19 2003 3:10am
I looked at him, concern clearly showing across my face. I knelt down in front of him, my hand on his shoulder. I looked him in the face, forcing him to look at me in the eye.

"What are you talking about? Why did I say those things about the Force? I didn't think you'd take it like this...I .."

I stopped, and looked at Kam. Him and I were friends, and I knew that my mention of the Force was not what had made him like this.

"Tell me what is wrong."
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  • Posted On: Aug 19 2003 3:15am
Kamon looked at Jace with red brimmed and tear filled eyes. Pain was evident on his face. Not physical, but emotional.

"I had a dream, and you killed my wife and my son. Why Jace? Why would you do such a thing?"

He wanted to hit the younger man, wanted to kill him now before it all happened. He wanted to stop the future but knew it was impossible. He just stayed on the floor crying.
  • Posted On: Aug 19 2003 3:19am
"What?!"

I looked at him, in horrow, awe and disbielf. I didn't know if he really thought that I had done any of that, but from the way he was crying on the floor he had thought it was real enough. It hurt that he thought I could do such a thing to people that I cared about, but then again. With the dreams I had been having lately....

...no, it's impossible...

"Kamon, I would never hurt your children, or Kate. They are as much family to me, as they are to you. I couldn't...I wouldn't..."

I didn't know how to make him see this, there was no way that I could ever show him that I was telling the truth.
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  • Posted On: Aug 19 2003 3:23am
"I killed you in my dream, Jace. You killed my family. I only had my daughter left. It was so real. So much like a vision. I don't like it Jace."

He slammed a fist into the ground and tried to stop crying but failed miserably. He could not stop. It was so real and Jace had done it without hesitating.

"You slit her throat in her sleep!"

It hurt him as much as it hurt Jace. How could he trust someone if he had visions of that someone killing his family. It was impossible. How could he do it?
  • Posted On: Aug 19 2003 3:26am
I felt anger raising in me, as if he was accusing me of doing it in real life, I felt threatened. There was nothing I could do to change his mind. Staying here was just going to make things worse. I stood up, and walked to the door, leaving Kamon on the floor of his chambers.

"There is nothing that I can say that can make you think any differently then you are going to, all I can say is that, I would not ever, in my right mind, attach you or your family. You have to believe me, Kamon."

With that I turned and walked back to the bridge and I left Kamon alone with his thoughts. This was something that he was going to have to work out, without my help. I felt horrible for doing this to him, even if it was just some dream.

It was a dream......right?
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  • Posted On: Aug 19 2003 3:30am
Kamon curled up in a ball on the ground. Ignoring Jace and the rest of the galaxy, he cried. Wishing his wife was there to comfort him, he cried. He could not stop it was bad.

He cried himself into a fitful sleep not unlike the one where he had dreamed. Soon he was having another dream. THis one about his brother killing his family. Why was this happening?
  • Posted On: Aug 19 2003 3:34am
Alot sooner then I had expected, the ship was comig out of hyperspace. It was the last thing that I wanted right now, seeing as I didn't know what was going on, or even where we were. I rose from my seat, and sighed. I didn't want to have to go back and see Kamon, but depending on where he had brought us, he needed to be up here, and soon.

I walked to his room, and opened the door. I fell to the ground beside him, softly, and woke him up, "Kam, we are here. Where ever here is..."

I stood up, so that he could get his bearings, I waited. I didn't know what else to say or do. I doubted that he would ever trust me again.
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  • Posted On: Aug 19 2003 3:40am
Kamon sat up and rubbed his red eyes. The dream about his brother had not been as bad as the one about Jace but it was bad enough. He would go see his kids as soon as they landed.

"Ok. I'll be there in a few."
  • Posted On: Aug 19 2003 3:54am
I sighed, it seemed that Kamon was falling apart, and I didn't want to think that it was because of me. I knew that I had been a trouble for him since I had first joined, nothing ever went well when I was invovled, but for now, it was the way it was.

"Alright."

I walked back to the cockpit, slowly, there was no rush now. There was nothing I could do. Nothing I could do with the ship, nothing I could do for Kam. Nothing I could do for me.
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  • Posted On: Aug 19 2003 3:59am
The ship was forced to land in the cpital city because the hangar at the castle was full. The shuttle settled down and Kamon immediately ran to the exit ramp and jumped out. Freefall was waiting.

Where to?

"Take me home."

He jumped onto the Monteradon's back and Freefall took off. Without a woprd to jace he was on his way to the castle to see his family. He had to then. He could not wait.