[OOC: At present, open to invitation only.]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Genon[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Mountain range just outside perimeter of Army command base[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]0635 hours[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Some things were better left unsaid...unheard...unthought...unknown. The orders that had come down from all the way up at the top of the Coalition government were among those things, and so were the reactions that were flooding into Lance's mind as he recalled them. Almost straight away since joining the Coalition, his life had been twisted around into something he couldn't fathom all that much anymore. Everything he'd believed as a boy somehow felt like it had been shattered, left in droves of irreperable pieces.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Sitting atop a ledge on one of the lower mountains near the base, he forced himself to make the time to reflect on what had gone on in his life. It wasn't easy; never was, for that matter, but it had to be done, if any peace was going to come to him about it all. The first thing to come to his mind was the Jedi he'd met on Ilum...that, he maintained in his mind, could wait for later. Concentrating, he flashed back to the days of his childhood, and he could remember his mother's words every night, whispering softly into his ear as she tucked him in for his rest.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]"One of these days," she always said, "the Rebellion will come, and bring justice and freedom to our world. We'll never have to worry about a thing again, sweetie... So long as we can make it to that day."[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]The words failed to bring a smile to his face; instead, they only brought more pain and frustration. He knew exactly why, too; something he'd done, later on, that drove a fateful spear of anguish through his mother's heart. Something he'd had plenty of time to reconsider...to recant...to undo. Something he'd chosen to do anyway, despite how much it had pained her. Instead, he'd unwittingly killed his own mother, and the guilt for it haunted him still. He'd known better, too...that was the clincher there. Ignorance couldn't be used to wash away the sin's guilt; only penitence...[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Is that even possible now, with all I've done?[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]That was the question that forced Lance to think of something else...if he didn't, he'd likely go insane just from what was in his mind. Wiping a single tear from his face, he stared out at the sunrise on Genon, knowing it would be another long day trapped in his mind.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Word had circulated fast about the orders being issued at Mon Calamari and in the Onyxian territories. The news had, naturally, stung him harshly, as it had pretty much everyone else in the Coalition. Reasons for this, of course, were as diverse to everyone as each other's own species. For the major, his reason was simple: loyal soldiers of the Coalition had fought, bled, and died against two empires; their Prime Minister, one of the very men they'd all fought for, had just undone all that hard work--all that sacrifice--in the blink of an eye. Men and women of all walks of life had served the Coalition to their last breath...[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]...for nothing.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Section 8 came to mind. How, he couldn't tell, but the most shadowy entity he could recall in his short service with the Coalition seemed to spring forward in his thoughts, a reminder of yet another failure on the NGC's behalf. Section 8 had shown potential in damaging the Empire; the potential to actually do something about the Imperial threat... For that, he felt, HighCom had ordered it to disband. Everything started to become clear when that command came in, and the rest was just the icing on the cake. As far as he could tell, the Coalition wasn't against the Empire at all.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Far worse, it was a puppet of the very Empire it purported to fight. The Prime Minister bowing before Emperor Hyfe had simply made that so visible that even a blind man could find it; the Empire's enemy in this galaxy--the one enemy that had supposedly survived the test of time and promised retribution for the Empire's corrupt ways--had instead promised to appease the Empire, to kiss its feet, and to ensure that it would never be angered by thoughts of equality and justice.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]"One of these days, the Rebellion will come, and bring justice and freedom to our world. We'll never have to worry about a thing again, sweetie... So long as we can make it to that day."[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]The words stung once more, surging to the front of his mind, pushing straight to the very forefront of his thoughts. Only one thing came to his mind in reply as he began to head back towards the garrison, the few words bringing tears to his eyes. Mother...I'm so sorry...[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]As he finally reached the base of the mountain and started his jog back, he could see four fighters setting down from patrol, and another flight of four lifting off to take their place. Yet another futile little gesture of the Coalition's military...a military that served for naught.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Genon[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Mountain range just outside perimeter of Army command base[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]0635 hours[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Some things were better left unsaid...unheard...unthought...unknown. The orders that had come down from all the way up at the top of the Coalition government were among those things, and so were the reactions that were flooding into Lance's mind as he recalled them. Almost straight away since joining the Coalition, his life had been twisted around into something he couldn't fathom all that much anymore. Everything he'd believed as a boy somehow felt like it had been shattered, left in droves of irreperable pieces.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Sitting atop a ledge on one of the lower mountains near the base, he forced himself to make the time to reflect on what had gone on in his life. It wasn't easy; never was, for that matter, but it had to be done, if any peace was going to come to him about it all. The first thing to come to his mind was the Jedi he'd met on Ilum...that, he maintained in his mind, could wait for later. Concentrating, he flashed back to the days of his childhood, and he could remember his mother's words every night, whispering softly into his ear as she tucked him in for his rest.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]"One of these days," she always said, "the Rebellion will come, and bring justice and freedom to our world. We'll never have to worry about a thing again, sweetie... So long as we can make it to that day."[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]The words failed to bring a smile to his face; instead, they only brought more pain and frustration. He knew exactly why, too; something he'd done, later on, that drove a fateful spear of anguish through his mother's heart. Something he'd had plenty of time to reconsider...to recant...to undo. Something he'd chosen to do anyway, despite how much it had pained her. Instead, he'd unwittingly killed his own mother, and the guilt for it haunted him still. He'd known better, too...that was the clincher there. Ignorance couldn't be used to wash away the sin's guilt; only penitence...[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Is that even possible now, with all I've done?[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]That was the question that forced Lance to think of something else...if he didn't, he'd likely go insane just from what was in his mind. Wiping a single tear from his face, he stared out at the sunrise on Genon, knowing it would be another long day trapped in his mind.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Word had circulated fast about the orders being issued at Mon Calamari and in the Onyxian territories. The news had, naturally, stung him harshly, as it had pretty much everyone else in the Coalition. Reasons for this, of course, were as diverse to everyone as each other's own species. For the major, his reason was simple: loyal soldiers of the Coalition had fought, bled, and died against two empires; their Prime Minister, one of the very men they'd all fought for, had just undone all that hard work--all that sacrifice--in the blink of an eye. Men and women of all walks of life had served the Coalition to their last breath...[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]...for nothing.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Section 8 came to mind. How, he couldn't tell, but the most shadowy entity he could recall in his short service with the Coalition seemed to spring forward in his thoughts, a reminder of yet another failure on the NGC's behalf. Section 8 had shown potential in damaging the Empire; the potential to actually do something about the Imperial threat... For that, he felt, HighCom had ordered it to disband. Everything started to become clear when that command came in, and the rest was just the icing on the cake. As far as he could tell, the Coalition wasn't against the Empire at all.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]Far worse, it was a puppet of the very Empire it purported to fight. The Prime Minister bowing before Emperor Hyfe had simply made that so visible that even a blind man could find it; the Empire's enemy in this galaxy--the one enemy that had supposedly survived the test of time and promised retribution for the Empire's corrupt ways--had instead promised to appease the Empire, to kiss its feet, and to ensure that it would never be angered by thoughts of equality and justice.[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]"One of these days, the Rebellion will come, and bring justice and freedom to our world. We'll never have to worry about a thing again, sweetie... So long as we can make it to that day."[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]The words stung once more, surging to the front of his mind, pushing straight to the very forefront of his thoughts. Only one thing came to his mind in reply as he began to head back towards the garrison, the few words bringing tears to his eyes. Mother...I'm so sorry...[/font]
[font=Trebuchet MS]As he finally reached the base of the mountain and started his jog back, he could see four fighters setting down from patrol, and another flight of four lifting off to take their place. Yet another futile little gesture of the Coalition's military...a military that served for naught.[/font]