(OOC: Just to clarify, this thread takes place some time before A Small Town Crucifixion, in "the girl's" past.)
None of us become who we are by chance. While destiny and fate may play equal parts in the creation of what we carelessly define as our identity, it is our own hands that shape, mould, bend and break. We are all a product of choices. Even if they are not our own, it is our action and reaction within these choices that defines us as an individual being.
~ Tutor annals, Lesson i
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The land of stone and steel never sleeps.
It has been described as many things, and not all of them pleasant. Coruscant is a great many different things, depending on whose eyes you view it through. To some, it is a ticket to the big time, a place where opportunity is ripe for the picking and where any being - whether they are humanoid, alien, male, female or asexual – can find what they are looking for. To some, it is home- a vast interconnecting series of cities, districts, towns, villages. Often called the center of the universe, the hub, Coruscant plays host to thousands upon thousands of species, and billions of inhabitants, ranging from the richest of aristocrats and high-society socialites to the lowest of scum and villains.
At any given time, on any given day, it is possible that someone has just died on Coruscant. The probability of homicide, genocide, fratricide, patricide, matricide and suicide is scores higher than on any other planet in the galaxy. With such a high concentration of people, it was hardly surprising. Coruscant was a powder keg just waiting to explode.
Like a parasite, the girl observed, the sentient beings of the galaxy had swarmed over the planet. They had drained it of its every resource, spat out what waste they produced and built buildings atop the excrement to ensure that not a single microt of space was wasted. They had raped Coruscant.
Yet, she was pleased to conclude, they made a good cup of stimcaff.
For the fourth time in five minutes, the girl checked her chrono. Huey’s Diner was an all-night eatery with smoke-stained walls and chipped plastisteel tables. Out of the corner of her eye the girl would occasionally see the creature behind the bar, a gelatinous thing with a single eye, watching her nurse her lukewarm drink. It had been just over an hour since she had arrived (early) and the same cup had not left her gloved hands since.
“You-gonna-buyanotha?” the owner slurred in a single breath.
The girl did not reply. She had not, Huey observed, moved during her entire stay on his barstool. From time to time, he would turn his back in an attempt to bait her into doing something. In spite of his efforts, she remained static. Hunched over the bar as she was, he found it difficult to see anything beyond her youthful face. His single eye rolled hungrily over her body, trying to pick out any detail of the body beneath the heavy coat she wore. Huey, though he would not admit it, had a secret liking for humanoid females and their peculiar looking bodies. Though the sight of their two eyes made him a little queasy, he could overlook this one imperfection in the girl’s case.
Then, all of a sudden, she spoke.
“I don’t like violence. I really don’t. It pains me to see others in distress. I take no satisfaction from watching a man stub his toe, or fall, or take a wound of any kind, no matter what size. However,” she continued, “that does not mean that I do not, and will not, continue to be a violent person. Should you continue to watch me as you are, I will be forced to remove the pistol I have stored in this coat of mine. The pistol, I can assure you, is loaded. It does not have a stun setting. A single shot from my pistol will leave you first blind, then dead. I would hate to deprive the people of Coruscant of a good cup of stimcaff by putting a slug in your beautiful eye, Huey.”
With this said, the girl took a sip of the caff. Huey looked as though he might speak, before he sloped down to the opposite end of the bar, his lips turned into a scorned frown. His eyes fixed firmly on the door to the café, he watched for any new arrivals in the hope that some equally bitter and sour old regular would arrive and happily listen as Huey imparted his own version of how he had just been threatened by a customer, a young girl no less. He did not once look back at the girl.
Minutes passed, and the door swung open. Huey looked up hopefully for a familiar face, but saw none. A gaunt, bald figure in black lingered in the doorway for a moment. The girl rose from her seat and Huey watched as, without words, the pair moved to one of the booths that faced out onto the sidewalk. They sat opposite one another, rigid and silent, until the girl spoke.
“You’re early. I haven’t finished this,” she remarked, swirling the dregs of the caff in her cup back and forth.
None of us become who we are by chance. While destiny and fate may play equal parts in the creation of what we carelessly define as our identity, it is our own hands that shape, mould, bend and break. We are all a product of choices. Even if they are not our own, it is our action and reaction within these choices that defines us as an individual being.
~ Tutor annals, Lesson i
***
The land of stone and steel never sleeps.
It has been described as many things, and not all of them pleasant. Coruscant is a great many different things, depending on whose eyes you view it through. To some, it is a ticket to the big time, a place where opportunity is ripe for the picking and where any being - whether they are humanoid, alien, male, female or asexual – can find what they are looking for. To some, it is home- a vast interconnecting series of cities, districts, towns, villages. Often called the center of the universe, the hub, Coruscant plays host to thousands upon thousands of species, and billions of inhabitants, ranging from the richest of aristocrats and high-society socialites to the lowest of scum and villains.
At any given time, on any given day, it is possible that someone has just died on Coruscant. The probability of homicide, genocide, fratricide, patricide, matricide and suicide is scores higher than on any other planet in the galaxy. With such a high concentration of people, it was hardly surprising. Coruscant was a powder keg just waiting to explode.
Like a parasite, the girl observed, the sentient beings of the galaxy had swarmed over the planet. They had drained it of its every resource, spat out what waste they produced and built buildings atop the excrement to ensure that not a single microt of space was wasted. They had raped Coruscant.
Yet, she was pleased to conclude, they made a good cup of stimcaff.
For the fourth time in five minutes, the girl checked her chrono. Huey’s Diner was an all-night eatery with smoke-stained walls and chipped plastisteel tables. Out of the corner of her eye the girl would occasionally see the creature behind the bar, a gelatinous thing with a single eye, watching her nurse her lukewarm drink. It had been just over an hour since she had arrived (early) and the same cup had not left her gloved hands since.
“You-gonna-buyanotha?” the owner slurred in a single breath.
The girl did not reply. She had not, Huey observed, moved during her entire stay on his barstool. From time to time, he would turn his back in an attempt to bait her into doing something. In spite of his efforts, she remained static. Hunched over the bar as she was, he found it difficult to see anything beyond her youthful face. His single eye rolled hungrily over her body, trying to pick out any detail of the body beneath the heavy coat she wore. Huey, though he would not admit it, had a secret liking for humanoid females and their peculiar looking bodies. Though the sight of their two eyes made him a little queasy, he could overlook this one imperfection in the girl’s case.
Then, all of a sudden, she spoke.
“I don’t like violence. I really don’t. It pains me to see others in distress. I take no satisfaction from watching a man stub his toe, or fall, or take a wound of any kind, no matter what size. However,” she continued, “that does not mean that I do not, and will not, continue to be a violent person. Should you continue to watch me as you are, I will be forced to remove the pistol I have stored in this coat of mine. The pistol, I can assure you, is loaded. It does not have a stun setting. A single shot from my pistol will leave you first blind, then dead. I would hate to deprive the people of Coruscant of a good cup of stimcaff by putting a slug in your beautiful eye, Huey.”
With this said, the girl took a sip of the caff. Huey looked as though he might speak, before he sloped down to the opposite end of the bar, his lips turned into a scorned frown. His eyes fixed firmly on the door to the café, he watched for any new arrivals in the hope that some equally bitter and sour old regular would arrive and happily listen as Huey imparted his own version of how he had just been threatened by a customer, a young girl no less. He did not once look back at the girl.
Minutes passed, and the door swung open. Huey looked up hopefully for a familiar face, but saw none. A gaunt, bald figure in black lingered in the doorway for a moment. The girl rose from her seat and Huey watched as, without words, the pair moved to one of the booths that faced out onto the sidewalk. They sat opposite one another, rigid and silent, until the girl spoke.
“You’re early. I haven’t finished this,” she remarked, swirling the dregs of the caff in her cup back and forth.