Bonadan..."I am sorry Natalya, that I was not there for you, I cannot begin to know how that must have felt"The holographic visage of her Mother flickered slightly as she spoke, Nat broke away from the figure's gaze and found herself looking down at the floor, suddenly feeling very exposed...
"The very fact I am here talking to you now, indicates that Sal" Her Mother stopped, smiled a little and corrected herself
"Salazar, was successful, which I always knew he would be..."Nat glanced up sensing her Mother's hologram had trailed off slightly, and despite being merely a holographical representation , Nat could see something held within her eyes...
"I created this Holocron to help you, as best as I could, for I knew my time was limited.."Nat stared at the figure intently as she spoke, and as its words sunk in, she realised their significance...
....She knew?...
...How?...
Nat's expression betrayed her thoughts, and her Mother nodded as she spoke...
"I knew I would not live to see you grow up Natalya and it broke my heart. I had a premonition from the Force, but despite this I did not know how or when exactly it would happen, all I knew was that I had been given the grace to prepare, which I did as best I could, such as it is"The woman tilted her head to one side as her eyes searched Natalya's , and a sudden sense of sadness emanated from within them...
"My Daughter, you are even more beautiful than in my dreams" The visage smiled kindly...
"Stand up and let me take a look at you" It asked suddenly , the smile broadening...
Feeling slightly embarrassed Nat stood up gingerly and felt somewhat under-dressed...
"If I had known I was going to meet you, I would have dressed for the occasion" Nat started , awkwardly brushing aside a strand of loose, towel-dried hair away from her face, as she watched the hologram look at her...
"A sense of humour too..." A flicker of amusement spread across her Mother's face...
"I see a lot of your Father in you.." She continued, and then the smile faded a little...
"That's not necessarily a good thing" She added, causing Nat to let slip a nervous snort of laughter..
"I take it, from that response, you already know your Father is Seth Vinda, Natalya" Her Mother asked, with a wry smile...
Nat nodded slowly and replied "I figured it out, eventually"
"Good. This saves a lot of time" Her Mother said quietly,
"For I did not know what Kalatan would have told you"The figure's expression grew serious...
"I am also sorry you would have had to bear the brunt of his hatred for your Father, Natalya..."Nat's response was barely audible in the quiet chamber, a whisper...
"It was....difficult"
Her Mother smiled sympathetically , and nodded, her expression wistful,
"Know that if I could have changed things so you and I could be together in person, I would have done so. I want you to know that whatever happens, you are my daughter, and I will always love you Natalya, as your Father does also.."A rueful expression crept across Nat's face as she spoke in response "I'm not so sure of that, he's very stubborn you know"
The visage rolled its eyes and chuckled...
"My child, you have no idea..." She said playfully , and then added
"Give him a chance Natalya, you both need each other, now more than ever"Natalya looked up towards her Mother's hologram at this remark, and saw the seriousness within her gaze...
It nodded as it spoke...
"I know you will become a strong and powerful Jedi, Natalya, but time is against us, and you have much to learn.."As Nat listened, she knew her Mother had foreseen much more than what she was letting on. Her fateful encounter with Ishara, her journey to Brion, Sal's guidance, had all led her to this point, and she knew deep down what she wanted.
Her Mother's words rang true, not because of some prophetic vision made years before she was even born, but simply because Natalya already knew deep down, in the very fibre of her being, what she wanted to be...
Jedi.It was almost as if everything had converged to this point, and for the first time, Nat felt a clear direction.
The visage smiled, as if sensing this somehow...
"I will help you as best I can Natalya, but as you can guess my responses are limited. You must seek out someone who can teach you properly. You must seek out a Jedi Master, a woman whom I foresaw would complete your training..."Natalya's eyes widened as she listened to the visage speak...
"You must seek out Leia Organa Solo"~ * ~
Early evening...Sipping a fresh cup of Caf, Natalya sat outside on her balcony watching the busy Bonadan traffic come and go against the amber haze of the setting sun. The silhouetted high rise buildings seemed to pierce the sky like jagged black fangs.
Nat gazed absently into the sunset, narrowing her eyes a little in reaction. Her mind felt like it had reached its bursting point with everything she had learned, she had needed this time to digest everything the Holocron had told her.
There was a soft chime inside, the door alert, and Natalya knew who it was without even having to look.
"Its open" She answered softly...and eventually the figure of Vinda emerged from the large plexi-glass doorway leading to the Balcony.
"I came to apologise for earlier, its been a trying few days..." Came the rather gruff voice of her Father.
Nat nodded slowly and took a small sip from her Caf, and smiled affectionately "apology accepted, and I am sorry too, I should have been more responsible" and then motioned with her hand at the table and chairs beside her..
"Take a seat"
As if sensing something different about her, Vinda seemed to take a moment to study Nat carefully before sitting down beside his daughter.
"I knew it was you" Nat said eventually, her voice calm and direct, as she turned her head to fix him with a purposeful gaze of her own.
"Its not a big surprise I guess after everything thats happened" Vinda returned glibly, his eyes meeting hers.
Nat gave a wry smile and looked down for a moment before speaking "Thats not what I meant" And looked back at him pointedly "And you know it"
Vinda narrowed his eyes at this and leaned back into his chair, perhaps sensing what was coming...Natalya looked down into her cup, and seemed to lose herself in the brown and white swirls of her drink and began speaking...
"I first realised I had abilities that others didn't when I was eleven. Until then I had either simply not understood I was any different, or had attributed anything strange to one off flukes. I was sent to a CSA training facility by Kalatan, and we were put through many tests, but it wasn't until I got into a fight with one of the girls in my dormitory that I learnt I had something the others didn't..."
Vinda sat quietly, listening intently...
"She had been on my case since I started, and I had simply had enough, we started arguing and before I knew what was happening I had sent the girl flying into a wall on the other side of the room, it shocked me, and the others..."
Nat's smile was rueful "On the plus side, they did leave me alone after that..."
This raised the hint of a smirk from the otherwise impassive Vinda...
Natalya continued..."The Force is strong in me, I know it, you know it, and my Mother knew it.."
The Vinda-Corp figurehead blinked , frowning slightly at this remark...
"I want to learn to how to use it, be trained properly" Nat took another sip from her cup, and then looked up to see the look of disapproval upon her Father's face...
"I want to be a Jedi"
Vinda, looked down and sighed "Natalya I thought we discussed this, I don't want you to be a Jedi, its too dangerous, I don't want you to end up like.." he stopped abruptly, as if suddenly realising he'd just gone down a one way street backwards...
"Like Salazar" Nat finished his words for him, and he looked up at her in genuine surprise, a small part of her rejoiced at finally rippling the businessman's usually unflappable exterior...
She smiled "Yes, I know" she said, and slowly arose from her chair, speaking softly as her eyes watched the sun slide lower..
"I felt it"
"Then you know exactly why I don't want you to end up like him" Vinda's recovery and response was swift...
Nat smiled to herself and turned back to face him...
"I have made up my mind, Dad" She started, her tone almost serene..."but she told me you'd be against it"
Vinda looked up at his daughter blankly.. "She?...Who?..." He started as he watched Natalya leave the balcony and enter the apartment...
By the time Nat returned with what she had gone to fetch, Vinda was already out of his chair, looking both angry and more than slightly confused...
Natalya held out the Holocron to her father and watched in amusement as a look of faint foreboding crept across his face...
"Mum told me to give you this"
Vinda simply stared at his daughter dumbfounded, and that small part of her rejoiced triumphantly once more.