Air. He needed air. He could not breathe. His lungs would not function. He gasped in the air around him, but it was bad. It was not capable of supplying his body with oxygen. It was tainted. There was something about it…he needed to breathe! He stumbled, tripped, and fell, crashing into the ground. He threw up.
Ossus was dead.
He could feel it in the Force. He could feel it in his bones. It was all around him. It surrounded him. It was inside him. It invaded his body and raped him of any desire and will he had left. It choked him. He could not breathe. The Darkside…no, it was not the Darkside…not this…the Darkside did not have shit on this. This was evil.
And the worst part about it was, Zark had been here. Zark Ekan had been here as Ossus had died. He had seen the Apocalypse. He had watched the heralds descend from the Heavens. He had been a part of the brave, the fools, who had stood in a hopeless attempt to fight off the bringers of the slaughter.
Grand Admiral Thrawn had risen from the ashes of his Empire, and he had come to Ossus. And with him, the Chiss had brought hell.
It had been the first time Zark Ekan had ever truly seen war. He had battled the Sith before, he had faced down the terror of the Darkside inside his own mind. But there was nothing that could truly stand up to the atrocity that was war. The Sith could never hope to achieve a level of evil so great.
Had he not been on the verge of losing consciousness, a victim of mental asphyxiation, the former Jedi might have paused to laugh. The Jedi had, all these years, been fighting the wrong evil. They had fought the Darkside. What was the power of the Darkside next to the power of warfare...the power of mass amounts of sentient beings slaughtering mass amounts of sentient beings? The Jedi had even used war to combat the Darkside.
That was true evil; Zark might have been able to contemplate. One not even recognized as such by the upholders of good.
Sporadic blaster fire brought Zark from his reverie. Or at least, he thought it had. He was just slipping between one hallucination into another. He went backward, back to a time where Ossus was not yet dead, but dying. The desperate urban combat; human and alien against Chiss; flooding back, filling his senses.
Tears streamed freely from him face. Spasms wracked his body, sending him into involuntary shudders and shakes. His teeth began to chatter, his entire body was trembling. He was on his knees now, he hadn’t remembered actually doing it. He was paralyzed, not with fear, but with hysterical sadness.
The evils of war overcame even insanity.
And it came to him.
“This is not it…” he whispered to himself, his voice squeaking, “This cannot be fucking it…”
It was.
The building on the right, he recognized it. How could he not? The building, or buildings, on the left as well, those ever more so. The one on the right was the one that Gash Jiren had assaulted. The blind charge…the dead men. It was a fortified Chiss stronghold. And on the left, the beginnings of the resistance against the Chiss occupation of Orilcia.
The right side building was still collapsed. Zark had seen it happen. Gash had brought it down, putting an end to the last of the Chiss inside it. And Zark had watched as the scared young men under Gash’s and his command had perished one by one under overwhelming firepower.
But Gash Jiren had always come out alive. Throwing himself into outnumbered skirmish after skirmish, he had always come out without more than a few scratches. He had always survived.
And now he was dead.
Another casualty of war.
He could breathe again. As Zark thought about it, he wondered if he had ever really been choking, or if he had imagined the whole thing. A part of him suspected it was both. Reality and imagination had blurred to the point of congruency in Zark’s life, and he was unprepared to count anything out as unreal or a trick of the mind. No…everything was a trick of the mind…
He felt cold. The former Jedi attempted to stand, the bones in his legs felt as if they were frozen. His body shivered uncontrollably, it felt like he was sucking on ice every time he breathed in. He needed to get somewhere warm, somewhere safe, somewhere light. Somewhere light, in more ways than one.
But as hard as he tried, Zark could not find anywhere light. Everything around him was so dark. He couldn’t see, his vision was so choked with shadows. Unsure of what else to do, he plunged on, stumbling blindly through the Darkness. All around him, the Ossan resistance forces struggled valiantly against the invading Chiss for control of Orilcia.
All of that had happened years ago, but then again, Zark had never been one to stay put on the timeline. On he plunged, through the Darkness. Almost immediately, he suspected he was going the wrong way; he was plunging even deeper into the Darkness rather than reaching the Light beyond.
Had he been at all aware of his normal surroundings, and in a non-shattered state of mind, he would have realized almost immediately that he was moving closer and closer to the final resting place of his mentor from the past, or so most of them believed. The casket was empty, the funeral was ceremonial, the gathering symbolic. Zark was oblivious to all of this.
All he was aware of was, somewhere in the distance, a patch of Light; buried, almost hidden completely, in the Darkness; stood. To any who might have been watching, he likely would have looked akin to a blind man without aid, making his way without proper vision. And it was mostly true, for what Zark Ekan saw, no other living man could ever dream of seeing, nor would any other living man want to.
And there came a voice. A voice from the Light.
“I want to thank you for everything you did for me.”
Zark struggled to speak, struggled to respond. He struggled to do anything other than crawl forward. He hit something. It felt like dirt, like the ground below him. A hill, he realized. He was at the slope of a shallow hill. The Light was just beyond it, he reasoned. And again the voice came.
“So? I’m trying to be humble.”
Grasping the dirt of the hill roughly with his hands, he pulled himself more than climbed. His arms and legs responded, barely. He felt weak, and he knew it was the Darkness. It was ever present, always surrounding him. He knew he would be safe, if only he could make it to the Light. The hill was the only thing in his way, it was so close…
For at least ten minutes he climbed. The hill was not large. Had Zark been able to watch himself from a sane point of view, the obstacle would have looked laughable at best, but to Zark Ekan, it was the toughest thing he had ever done. After what seemed like forever, he made it over, and fell down the other side.
He was in the Light.
The aura of peace; of purity; of sanctuary most of all, encased him. The Lightside, or what Zark perceived to be the Lightside, flooded his body and sent tingles all throughout his extremities. He felt as if he was floating, and if he had taken the time to pause and view himself, he would have realized he was. It was the closest he had ever come to pure peace since JED-1.
“Who disturbs this place?” a voice…it was so familiar. It was not the one he had heard as he climbed the hill.
And out of the Darkness that surrounded his protective shell of Light, stepped the most beautiful and enrapturing figure that Zark had ever laid his eyes upon. It was Searthen Jiren, unquestionably Searthen. The Light inside him was literally visible, giving his entire body a glowing appearance. His robes were a shimmering white. Yet despite this majesty, his face remained as Zark had always seen it…sad.
“M…m…master…” he whispered, his mouth actually responding, and sunk to his knees.
“Who…your presence…it is…” Gash’s eyes widened, startled, “No…not Zark? It cannot be…”
“It is, Master Jiren!” Zark squealed, tears streaming down his pale face, “It is your faithful apprentice!”
“You were never my apprentice, Zark,” Gash corrected, the hints of a soft smile spreading at the edges of his mouth, but not quite, “Less experienced, yes. Less jaded, yes. But never subservient.”
“My…my mistake Master Jiren,” Zark whispered, barely audible, “Many apologies.”
“Enough of this, I am curious, a feeling which I have not felt since…” Jiren trailed off, “I had thought myself to be aware of the presence of all my former students, yet somehow you have managed to elude even the most powerful of intelligences…that of the dead. I know you to be the Rogue Jedi Knight Zark Ekan, yet in every other way apart from presence you are nothing like him. The Zark Ekan I knew was never one to bow down to any authority so quickly and without caution, one of the qualities I admired in him…in you. And your appearance…it is mystifying.”
“It is a long story, Master Jiren,” Zark gained some measure of strength in his voice, bolstered by the compliments of the heavenly being.
“I seem to have nothing but time on my hands as of late,” Gash grinned, and yet Zark could tell it was hollow.
Gash Jiren had always been a man of action. He had been the first into every battle during the time Zark had served with him. He had spearheaded the offensive approach to dealing with the Sith. The man had even rebuilt the ruins of the once majestic planet Ossus back into the utopian paradise it had once been. Gash Jiren could have had all of the understanding of the universe, and from the looks of things he did, but he would never be satisfied if he was unable to do the one thing he had done for so much of his life. Act.
“Come, Zark. Tell me of yourself...and how this came to be…”
Zark told him.
He told him of the depression which had resulted from the inability to uncover any sort of information regarding his heritage, even with the resources the Rogue Jedi Order, and Gash Jiren himself, had provided him with all too willingly. He told him of the message he had received from the mystery man, and his following travel to the edges of the known galaxy.
He told him of planet JED-1, and the atrocities Zark had seen…and committed…there. He told him of Roland, the imaginary best friend Zark had never had. He told him of the death of Roland, and the death of Xoverus. He told him of Roland’s replacement, the demonic portion of Zark’s emotions. He told him of his battle with this terrifying foe, and his redemption with the help of Leia Organa Solo.
Zark told Searthen of the resurfacing of Jeremiah Xoverus, of his self-expulsion from the order. He told him of his search for the man he had come to know as the greatest enemy he had ever faced. He told him of the hell Xoverus had turned a once peaceful planet into, of the crusade he had launched against Jeremiah’s forces of the Darkside. He told him of the eventual destruction…and the damnation it had cost Zark. He told him of…Heather…and both of their deaths.
Zark told him of his resurrection at the hands of the Dark Jedi Zarko the Mad, and Silus and his odyssey to track down the man and fix what had been broken. He told him of his possession of Zarko the Mad’s body. He told him of his following travels, describing to him his time spent on each and every planet. He even told Gash of his time aboard the Astral Astoria, and of Taja Loraan. Zark told Gash lastly of his time spent in the Orilcian Mental Institute, and his recent escape.
And when it was all over, he waited. And for a long time, Gash Jiren said nothing.
“You are a haunted man, Zark Ekan,” Gash finally spoke once more, “Almost as haunted as...no, we will not speak of such things. Those are best left for another time. I do not…wait…”
A lightsaber, the most beautiful one Zark had ever seen, ignited in Gash Jiren’s hands. For a moment, confusion spilled over Zark’s face, but when he turned, it all became clear. And once more, he was terrified. For from the shadows, on the opposite side from which Searthen had entered, stepped the demon of Zark’s mind. From the Darkness, Roland came, ignited lightsaber in his hands.
The phantom swung, and Zark braced himself for death once more.
And with a scream of lightsaber on lightsaber, Zark Ekan was spared by the ghost of Searthen Jiren. And they fought.
The two specters fought. Neither of them, Zark’s subconscious knew, were probably real. But that did not matter. Zark’s subconscious was not in control of his mind. And at the moment, Zark believed. He truly believed he was witnessing one of the most important battles of his life, even if any of those attending the funeral who might look over would just see the lone man, sitting at the edge of one small hill.
For what seemed like minutes or hours, Zark could not be sure, the two fought. Neither gave way, neither showed flaw. Jiren’s form was perfect, just as it had always been. But…somehow…Roland possessed the skills to match. They were equal, and neither of them showed any signs of tiring.
“This is not my fight, Zark,” Gash shouted over the crackle of lightsabers, “He is not my demon to vanquish!”
“But…I cannot…” Zark mumbled.
“In all the years I have known you,” Gash yelled, “That is the first time I have ever heard you doubt yourself! You may be in a different body, but you are still Zark Ekan! And if the Zark Ekan I once knew is still in there somewhere…anywhere…you can!”
“But…Master…”
“I am no longer the Master, Zark!” Gash bellowed, “Searthen Jiren is no more! You are the Master now! Take your place!”
Gash backed away from the engagement, and held his lightsaber straight up in front of him, closing his eyes. Roland moved in to strike, his lightsaber raising itself high above his head…and coming down.
It never hit.
The specter of Roland tilted its head down slightly. There, buried to the wrist, was the prosthetic hand that doubled as a lightsaber. The ghostly head tilted back up to look upon its attacker. There it saw, not fear upon his face, nor even anger, but an expression of complete calm. Zark Ekan was one with the lightside.
Pulling the lightsaber from Roland’s stomach, Zark spun around and, in one swift motion, severed the head of the ghost from the rest of its figure…and it was gone. After months of haunting, months of terror, months of sleep wracked by nightmares, it was finally over. Roland was gone, this time Zark hoped for good.
He turned, and to his dismay he found that the ghost of Searthen was also gone. Had he been too late? For a brief moment, Zark suspected in terror that he had acted too late to redeem himself, and he would be forever damned. And then he heard it.
“You have done well, Zark,” it was Gash’s voice, and it boomed down at him from the heavens, “I am proud.”
“I could not have done it without you, Mas…Searthen,” Zark smiled, for the first time in years.
“You had always been one to call me Gash,” the voice came once more, “You have changed, Zark, and that nobody can repair, for that is the way of the world. I can only hope that from now on, that change is for the better.”
“What shall I do now?” Zark asked, “Who leads the Order now that you are gone?”
“I am afraid that there is no more Order, Zark,” Gash said, “Yet do not fear, for that will not last forever.”
“What would you ask of me?” Zark asked, “I am yours to command.”
“I never commanded you, Zark,” Gash corrected, “Not in life, and I will not do so, even in death. I am here only to guide you along your own path. So tell me…what is it you want?”
“I would say I want peace,” Zark said after a moment’s contemplation, “Yet how can I find peace in a galaxy filled with war? No…if you can guide me to anything today, Searthen, tell me how best to find a way to bring about peace, so I can have some peace of my own.”
“This will be no easy task,” Gash replied, “There is a chance you will not see it in your lifetime, and will never find peace, but die fighting for it, as I did.”
“It is a risk I am willing to take,” Zark affirmed.
“Very well,” Gash responded, “Yet I shall not deny you fully some measure of peace. No, no use moving about the pieces when the game of chess hasn’t even begun…”
“You speak in riddles, Searthen,” Zark mused.
“And if you were to know the answers to those riddles, you would know a great deal more than any man should,” Gash’s voice boomed down, “It is important that you understand what I say are merely suggestions, and it is not necessarily folly to stray from them.”
“I understand, Searthen,” Zark nodded, though he wasn’t sure at what.
“Go to the planet of Naboo,” Gash finally boomed, “There you will wait for ten years. Relax a little, try to find at least a little peace. You do not have to rejoin the Order if you do not wish to, but when the time comes, it would be best if you were somewhere in the Temple. When he comes…you will know what to do.”
“When who comes? Who am I waiting for? Why?” Zark fired off at least ten questions all at once.
“In time, you will understand,” Gash responded, “My time with you is almost at an end, Zark. It is time to say our goodbyes.”
“Thank you, Searthen,” Zark said, “For everything you’ve done for me, in life and in death.”
“Don’t mention it,” Gash boomed, and Zark imagined he was grinning, “Oh, and Zark?”
“Yes, Searthen?”
“May the Force be with you.”
Ossus was dead.
He could feel it in the Force. He could feel it in his bones. It was all around him. It surrounded him. It was inside him. It invaded his body and raped him of any desire and will he had left. It choked him. He could not breathe. The Darkside…no, it was not the Darkside…not this…the Darkside did not have shit on this. This was evil.
And the worst part about it was, Zark had been here. Zark Ekan had been here as Ossus had died. He had seen the Apocalypse. He had watched the heralds descend from the Heavens. He had been a part of the brave, the fools, who had stood in a hopeless attempt to fight off the bringers of the slaughter.
Grand Admiral Thrawn had risen from the ashes of his Empire, and he had come to Ossus. And with him, the Chiss had brought hell.
It had been the first time Zark Ekan had ever truly seen war. He had battled the Sith before, he had faced down the terror of the Darkside inside his own mind. But there was nothing that could truly stand up to the atrocity that was war. The Sith could never hope to achieve a level of evil so great.
Had he not been on the verge of losing consciousness, a victim of mental asphyxiation, the former Jedi might have paused to laugh. The Jedi had, all these years, been fighting the wrong evil. They had fought the Darkside. What was the power of the Darkside next to the power of warfare...the power of mass amounts of sentient beings slaughtering mass amounts of sentient beings? The Jedi had even used war to combat the Darkside.
That was true evil; Zark might have been able to contemplate. One not even recognized as such by the upholders of good.
Sporadic blaster fire brought Zark from his reverie. Or at least, he thought it had. He was just slipping between one hallucination into another. He went backward, back to a time where Ossus was not yet dead, but dying. The desperate urban combat; human and alien against Chiss; flooding back, filling his senses.
Tears streamed freely from him face. Spasms wracked his body, sending him into involuntary shudders and shakes. His teeth began to chatter, his entire body was trembling. He was on his knees now, he hadn’t remembered actually doing it. He was paralyzed, not with fear, but with hysterical sadness.
The evils of war overcame even insanity.
And it came to him.
“This is not it…” he whispered to himself, his voice squeaking, “This cannot be fucking it…”
It was.
The building on the right, he recognized it. How could he not? The building, or buildings, on the left as well, those ever more so. The one on the right was the one that Gash Jiren had assaulted. The blind charge…the dead men. It was a fortified Chiss stronghold. And on the left, the beginnings of the resistance against the Chiss occupation of Orilcia.
The right side building was still collapsed. Zark had seen it happen. Gash had brought it down, putting an end to the last of the Chiss inside it. And Zark had watched as the scared young men under Gash’s and his command had perished one by one under overwhelming firepower.
But Gash Jiren had always come out alive. Throwing himself into outnumbered skirmish after skirmish, he had always come out without more than a few scratches. He had always survived.
And now he was dead.
Another casualty of war.
He could breathe again. As Zark thought about it, he wondered if he had ever really been choking, or if he had imagined the whole thing. A part of him suspected it was both. Reality and imagination had blurred to the point of congruency in Zark’s life, and he was unprepared to count anything out as unreal or a trick of the mind. No…everything was a trick of the mind…
He felt cold. The former Jedi attempted to stand, the bones in his legs felt as if they were frozen. His body shivered uncontrollably, it felt like he was sucking on ice every time he breathed in. He needed to get somewhere warm, somewhere safe, somewhere light. Somewhere light, in more ways than one.
But as hard as he tried, Zark could not find anywhere light. Everything around him was so dark. He couldn’t see, his vision was so choked with shadows. Unsure of what else to do, he plunged on, stumbling blindly through the Darkness. All around him, the Ossan resistance forces struggled valiantly against the invading Chiss for control of Orilcia.
All of that had happened years ago, but then again, Zark had never been one to stay put on the timeline. On he plunged, through the Darkness. Almost immediately, he suspected he was going the wrong way; he was plunging even deeper into the Darkness rather than reaching the Light beyond.
Had he been at all aware of his normal surroundings, and in a non-shattered state of mind, he would have realized almost immediately that he was moving closer and closer to the final resting place of his mentor from the past, or so most of them believed. The casket was empty, the funeral was ceremonial, the gathering symbolic. Zark was oblivious to all of this.
All he was aware of was, somewhere in the distance, a patch of Light; buried, almost hidden completely, in the Darkness; stood. To any who might have been watching, he likely would have looked akin to a blind man without aid, making his way without proper vision. And it was mostly true, for what Zark Ekan saw, no other living man could ever dream of seeing, nor would any other living man want to.
And there came a voice. A voice from the Light.
“I want to thank you for everything you did for me.”
Zark struggled to speak, struggled to respond. He struggled to do anything other than crawl forward. He hit something. It felt like dirt, like the ground below him. A hill, he realized. He was at the slope of a shallow hill. The Light was just beyond it, he reasoned. And again the voice came.
“So? I’m trying to be humble.”
Grasping the dirt of the hill roughly with his hands, he pulled himself more than climbed. His arms and legs responded, barely. He felt weak, and he knew it was the Darkness. It was ever present, always surrounding him. He knew he would be safe, if only he could make it to the Light. The hill was the only thing in his way, it was so close…
For at least ten minutes he climbed. The hill was not large. Had Zark been able to watch himself from a sane point of view, the obstacle would have looked laughable at best, but to Zark Ekan, it was the toughest thing he had ever done. After what seemed like forever, he made it over, and fell down the other side.
He was in the Light.
The aura of peace; of purity; of sanctuary most of all, encased him. The Lightside, or what Zark perceived to be the Lightside, flooded his body and sent tingles all throughout his extremities. He felt as if he was floating, and if he had taken the time to pause and view himself, he would have realized he was. It was the closest he had ever come to pure peace since JED-1.
“Who disturbs this place?” a voice…it was so familiar. It was not the one he had heard as he climbed the hill.
And out of the Darkness that surrounded his protective shell of Light, stepped the most beautiful and enrapturing figure that Zark had ever laid his eyes upon. It was Searthen Jiren, unquestionably Searthen. The Light inside him was literally visible, giving his entire body a glowing appearance. His robes were a shimmering white. Yet despite this majesty, his face remained as Zark had always seen it…sad.
“M…m…master…” he whispered, his mouth actually responding, and sunk to his knees.
“Who…your presence…it is…” Gash’s eyes widened, startled, “No…not Zark? It cannot be…”
“It is, Master Jiren!” Zark squealed, tears streaming down his pale face, “It is your faithful apprentice!”
“You were never my apprentice, Zark,” Gash corrected, the hints of a soft smile spreading at the edges of his mouth, but not quite, “Less experienced, yes. Less jaded, yes. But never subservient.”
“My…my mistake Master Jiren,” Zark whispered, barely audible, “Many apologies.”
“Enough of this, I am curious, a feeling which I have not felt since…” Jiren trailed off, “I had thought myself to be aware of the presence of all my former students, yet somehow you have managed to elude even the most powerful of intelligences…that of the dead. I know you to be the Rogue Jedi Knight Zark Ekan, yet in every other way apart from presence you are nothing like him. The Zark Ekan I knew was never one to bow down to any authority so quickly and without caution, one of the qualities I admired in him…in you. And your appearance…it is mystifying.”
“It is a long story, Master Jiren,” Zark gained some measure of strength in his voice, bolstered by the compliments of the heavenly being.
“I seem to have nothing but time on my hands as of late,” Gash grinned, and yet Zark could tell it was hollow.
Gash Jiren had always been a man of action. He had been the first into every battle during the time Zark had served with him. He had spearheaded the offensive approach to dealing with the Sith. The man had even rebuilt the ruins of the once majestic planet Ossus back into the utopian paradise it had once been. Gash Jiren could have had all of the understanding of the universe, and from the looks of things he did, but he would never be satisfied if he was unable to do the one thing he had done for so much of his life. Act.
“Come, Zark. Tell me of yourself...and how this came to be…”
Zark told him.
He told him of the depression which had resulted from the inability to uncover any sort of information regarding his heritage, even with the resources the Rogue Jedi Order, and Gash Jiren himself, had provided him with all too willingly. He told him of the message he had received from the mystery man, and his following travel to the edges of the known galaxy.
He told him of planet JED-1, and the atrocities Zark had seen…and committed…there. He told him of Roland, the imaginary best friend Zark had never had. He told him of the death of Roland, and the death of Xoverus. He told him of Roland’s replacement, the demonic portion of Zark’s emotions. He told him of his battle with this terrifying foe, and his redemption with the help of Leia Organa Solo.
Zark told Searthen of the resurfacing of Jeremiah Xoverus, of his self-expulsion from the order. He told him of his search for the man he had come to know as the greatest enemy he had ever faced. He told him of the hell Xoverus had turned a once peaceful planet into, of the crusade he had launched against Jeremiah’s forces of the Darkside. He told him of the eventual destruction…and the damnation it had cost Zark. He told him of…Heather…and both of their deaths.
Zark told him of his resurrection at the hands of the Dark Jedi Zarko the Mad, and Silus and his odyssey to track down the man and fix what had been broken. He told him of his possession of Zarko the Mad’s body. He told him of his following travels, describing to him his time spent on each and every planet. He even told Gash of his time aboard the Astral Astoria, and of Taja Loraan. Zark told Gash lastly of his time spent in the Orilcian Mental Institute, and his recent escape.
And when it was all over, he waited. And for a long time, Gash Jiren said nothing.
“You are a haunted man, Zark Ekan,” Gash finally spoke once more, “Almost as haunted as...no, we will not speak of such things. Those are best left for another time. I do not…wait…”
A lightsaber, the most beautiful one Zark had ever seen, ignited in Gash Jiren’s hands. For a moment, confusion spilled over Zark’s face, but when he turned, it all became clear. And once more, he was terrified. For from the shadows, on the opposite side from which Searthen had entered, stepped the demon of Zark’s mind. From the Darkness, Roland came, ignited lightsaber in his hands.
The phantom swung, and Zark braced himself for death once more.
And with a scream of lightsaber on lightsaber, Zark Ekan was spared by the ghost of Searthen Jiren. And they fought.
The two specters fought. Neither of them, Zark’s subconscious knew, were probably real. But that did not matter. Zark’s subconscious was not in control of his mind. And at the moment, Zark believed. He truly believed he was witnessing one of the most important battles of his life, even if any of those attending the funeral who might look over would just see the lone man, sitting at the edge of one small hill.
For what seemed like minutes or hours, Zark could not be sure, the two fought. Neither gave way, neither showed flaw. Jiren’s form was perfect, just as it had always been. But…somehow…Roland possessed the skills to match. They were equal, and neither of them showed any signs of tiring.
“This is not my fight, Zark,” Gash shouted over the crackle of lightsabers, “He is not my demon to vanquish!”
“But…I cannot…” Zark mumbled.
“In all the years I have known you,” Gash yelled, “That is the first time I have ever heard you doubt yourself! You may be in a different body, but you are still Zark Ekan! And if the Zark Ekan I once knew is still in there somewhere…anywhere…you can!”
“But…Master…”
“I am no longer the Master, Zark!” Gash bellowed, “Searthen Jiren is no more! You are the Master now! Take your place!”
Gash backed away from the engagement, and held his lightsaber straight up in front of him, closing his eyes. Roland moved in to strike, his lightsaber raising itself high above his head…and coming down.
It never hit.
The specter of Roland tilted its head down slightly. There, buried to the wrist, was the prosthetic hand that doubled as a lightsaber. The ghostly head tilted back up to look upon its attacker. There it saw, not fear upon his face, nor even anger, but an expression of complete calm. Zark Ekan was one with the lightside.
Pulling the lightsaber from Roland’s stomach, Zark spun around and, in one swift motion, severed the head of the ghost from the rest of its figure…and it was gone. After months of haunting, months of terror, months of sleep wracked by nightmares, it was finally over. Roland was gone, this time Zark hoped for good.
He turned, and to his dismay he found that the ghost of Searthen was also gone. Had he been too late? For a brief moment, Zark suspected in terror that he had acted too late to redeem himself, and he would be forever damned. And then he heard it.
“You have done well, Zark,” it was Gash’s voice, and it boomed down at him from the heavens, “I am proud.”
“I could not have done it without you, Mas…Searthen,” Zark smiled, for the first time in years.
“You had always been one to call me Gash,” the voice came once more, “You have changed, Zark, and that nobody can repair, for that is the way of the world. I can only hope that from now on, that change is for the better.”
“What shall I do now?” Zark asked, “Who leads the Order now that you are gone?”
“I am afraid that there is no more Order, Zark,” Gash said, “Yet do not fear, for that will not last forever.”
“What would you ask of me?” Zark asked, “I am yours to command.”
“I never commanded you, Zark,” Gash corrected, “Not in life, and I will not do so, even in death. I am here only to guide you along your own path. So tell me…what is it you want?”
“I would say I want peace,” Zark said after a moment’s contemplation, “Yet how can I find peace in a galaxy filled with war? No…if you can guide me to anything today, Searthen, tell me how best to find a way to bring about peace, so I can have some peace of my own.”
“This will be no easy task,” Gash replied, “There is a chance you will not see it in your lifetime, and will never find peace, but die fighting for it, as I did.”
“It is a risk I am willing to take,” Zark affirmed.
“Very well,” Gash responded, “Yet I shall not deny you fully some measure of peace. No, no use moving about the pieces when the game of chess hasn’t even begun…”
“You speak in riddles, Searthen,” Zark mused.
“And if you were to know the answers to those riddles, you would know a great deal more than any man should,” Gash’s voice boomed down, “It is important that you understand what I say are merely suggestions, and it is not necessarily folly to stray from them.”
“I understand, Searthen,” Zark nodded, though he wasn’t sure at what.
“Go to the planet of Naboo,” Gash finally boomed, “There you will wait for ten years. Relax a little, try to find at least a little peace. You do not have to rejoin the Order if you do not wish to, but when the time comes, it would be best if you were somewhere in the Temple. When he comes…you will know what to do.”
“When who comes? Who am I waiting for? Why?” Zark fired off at least ten questions all at once.
“In time, you will understand,” Gash responded, “My time with you is almost at an end, Zark. It is time to say our goodbyes.”
“Thank you, Searthen,” Zark said, “For everything you’ve done for me, in life and in death.”
“Don’t mention it,” Gash boomed, and Zark imagined he was grinning, “Oh, and Zark?”
“Yes, Searthen?”
“May the Force be with you.”