the sun got stuck, as it's making its way back down,
we find ourselves, in a familiar part of town
and all that I've seen means nothing to me without you
so when I see you next we'll make the most of it,
tell the sun to start moving again,
the taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,
and I'll take you there with me
my head crashed down, air conditioned myself to sleep,
the great night out, that will continue to the end of the week
and all that I've seen means nothing to me without you
so when I see you next we'll make the most of it,
tell the sun to start moving again,
the taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,
and I'll take you there with me
so when I see you next we'll make the most of it,
tell the sun to start moving again,
the taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,
and I'll take you there with me.
---
Aretsuya stared outside into the cold grey sky, watching the misty clouds as they drifted aimlessly, following their own shapeless patterns as they floated across the dark, turbulent heavens. Hearing the rain fall gently onto the ground, she heaved a great but muted sigh. For the time being, she was content merely listening to the sounds of the rain, gazing out onto the streets as mothers called their children to return home before it became too dark. Mother…? She hugged her slender knees close to her chest in thought, and as the icy breeze of the wind outside beat down upon her exposed skin, Aretsuya felt thankful that she had something to keep her warm, even though it came in the form of an old and tattered coat which hugged her otherwise naked skin. At least it provided her with some comfort, and as the last calls of the anxious mothers sounded, she closed her weary eyes and breathed in deeply yet again.
Warmth, she thought to herself again, for the atmosphere of the room quite reminded her of the essence of a mother's womb, warm and cozy, while everything outside felt distant, alien and unknown, and she couldn't help but wonder the hidden meaning behind the muffled sounds which filtered through the closed glass panes. It was somehow reminiscent of her own mother, whom she did not know of course, due to the fact that she had died during childbirth. She had never known her true father, either. As she looked ahead outside upon the mothers on the streets as they hurriedly retreated into the safety of their houses along with their small children, Aretsuya became curious, for what seemed like the thousandth time, as to what it would be like for someone to care for her in such an unconditional way. To be scolded because they were concerned for her well-being, and not because she was thought of something much lower than a human being.
However, it was not as though she had never known familial love herself, as her maternal grandfather had adopted her from the minute she had been conceived and had been responsible for raising as well as nurturing her throughout the early stages of her childhood. Those were the few years during which she had known true, untainted happiness. She and her grandpapa had been far from wealthy; in fact, they only earned enough to get by on a day-to-day basis, but everyone in their neighborhood recognized her as the little flower-girl, forever smiling and joyful, as well as the grandchild of the soul successor of the kindred old man, and this gained her quite a reputation amongst her towns-people. The village itself was rather modest and unremarkable, as were the very people residing there. Everybody knew and had experienced the worst hardships that life could offer, but at the same time they realized the rare and simple joys that these small accomplishments could bring. This was the reason why whenever she arrived home from her daily errands, and after having helped her elderly, feeble grandpapa and completed the household chores, he would sit her down and describe to her stories of legendary heroes known as the Jedi, as well as their honourable, valiant feats which rightfully earned them the reputation of being the saviours of the galaxies. Aretsuya looked forward to hearing these tales, and no matter how many times he repeated the same story, she could not help but listen in awe and admiration, as though she were listening for the first time all over again.
Nevertheless, as is the way that all fairytales progress, the time of merriment and joy was short-lived. Her grandpapa had become sick with old age, and as the weeks passed his condition deteriorated until finally, when Aretsuya was eleven years of age, he passed away. As a result of this tragedy, Aretsuya gradually lost whatever jollity and optimism she had originally possessed, and instead became a cold, apathetic and melancholy soul. The youthful charm the town's denizens had so adored had vanished, and with it so did any and all motivation on their part to purchase her flowers. With this method of income diminished, and the meager savings left to her by her dear deceased grandfather almost exhausted, she had no choice left but to take to the streets, and during this time she befriended a group of other, similarly young and destitute children. Together with them, she searched for odd jobs and scavenged the streets to survive, and the early years of her adolescence passed by in this manner.
And thus ended the first few and not-so-bleak chapters of her life.
It was then that the story took a turn really took a turn for the worse, and Aretsuya had to shake her head to recover from her morbid reverie before it could become any more morose. Grimacing in order to prevent herself from thinking further, she opened her eyes and withdrew her head from where it rested, and glanced back outside the frosted window. By now it was completely dark, and the streets were entirely devoid of any signs of life; she had lost all track of time while idly drowned in her thoughts, apparently. The girl inhaled deeply, then decided to wander outside for a stroll to try and clear her mind of its wayward thoughts. She was hesitant at first, however, and after a second brief scan of the view from her window revealed that no one was present, she finally ventured outside, reassured. It was because she felt it was wrong to reveal her unsightly, unclean self in front of others that she always roamed about on her own. She felt impure, and as such did not want other people to witness her many insecurities first-hand.
Once outside, the rain beat down relentlessly upon her unshielded face, and Aretsuya was once again consumed by her thoughts -- although this time, they were more focused on staring intently at the ground directly ahead of her rather then wallowing in miserable nostalgia. Minutes elapsed in this manner, perhaps even hours, until suddenly, without any warning, her body violently collided against another, much taller figure and she fell back against the hard, wet pavement, her back slamming against the cold stone.
Her eyes widened fearfully. "I-I'm sorry," she stuttered, her voice trembling. Aretsuya refused to look up, her body shaking from the immense cold as well as growing apprehension at how the stranger might punish her for her carelessness. "I'm sorry," she whispered again. "I'm sorry…"
we find ourselves, in a familiar part of town
and all that I've seen means nothing to me without you
so when I see you next we'll make the most of it,
tell the sun to start moving again,
the taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,
and I'll take you there with me
my head crashed down, air conditioned myself to sleep,
the great night out, that will continue to the end of the week
and all that I've seen means nothing to me without you
so when I see you next we'll make the most of it,
tell the sun to start moving again,
the taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,
and I'll take you there with me
so when I see you next we'll make the most of it,
tell the sun to start moving again,
the taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,
and I'll take you there with me.
---
Aretsuya stared outside into the cold grey sky, watching the misty clouds as they drifted aimlessly, following their own shapeless patterns as they floated across the dark, turbulent heavens. Hearing the rain fall gently onto the ground, she heaved a great but muted sigh. For the time being, she was content merely listening to the sounds of the rain, gazing out onto the streets as mothers called their children to return home before it became too dark. Mother…? She hugged her slender knees close to her chest in thought, and as the icy breeze of the wind outside beat down upon her exposed skin, Aretsuya felt thankful that she had something to keep her warm, even though it came in the form of an old and tattered coat which hugged her otherwise naked skin. At least it provided her with some comfort, and as the last calls of the anxious mothers sounded, she closed her weary eyes and breathed in deeply yet again.
Warmth, she thought to herself again, for the atmosphere of the room quite reminded her of the essence of a mother's womb, warm and cozy, while everything outside felt distant, alien and unknown, and she couldn't help but wonder the hidden meaning behind the muffled sounds which filtered through the closed glass panes. It was somehow reminiscent of her own mother, whom she did not know of course, due to the fact that she had died during childbirth. She had never known her true father, either. As she looked ahead outside upon the mothers on the streets as they hurriedly retreated into the safety of their houses along with their small children, Aretsuya became curious, for what seemed like the thousandth time, as to what it would be like for someone to care for her in such an unconditional way. To be scolded because they were concerned for her well-being, and not because she was thought of something much lower than a human being.
However, it was not as though she had never known familial love herself, as her maternal grandfather had adopted her from the minute she had been conceived and had been responsible for raising as well as nurturing her throughout the early stages of her childhood. Those were the few years during which she had known true, untainted happiness. She and her grandpapa had been far from wealthy; in fact, they only earned enough to get by on a day-to-day basis, but everyone in their neighborhood recognized her as the little flower-girl, forever smiling and joyful, as well as the grandchild of the soul successor of the kindred old man, and this gained her quite a reputation amongst her towns-people. The village itself was rather modest and unremarkable, as were the very people residing there. Everybody knew and had experienced the worst hardships that life could offer, but at the same time they realized the rare and simple joys that these small accomplishments could bring. This was the reason why whenever she arrived home from her daily errands, and after having helped her elderly, feeble grandpapa and completed the household chores, he would sit her down and describe to her stories of legendary heroes known as the Jedi, as well as their honourable, valiant feats which rightfully earned them the reputation of being the saviours of the galaxies. Aretsuya looked forward to hearing these tales, and no matter how many times he repeated the same story, she could not help but listen in awe and admiration, as though she were listening for the first time all over again.
Nevertheless, as is the way that all fairytales progress, the time of merriment and joy was short-lived. Her grandpapa had become sick with old age, and as the weeks passed his condition deteriorated until finally, when Aretsuya was eleven years of age, he passed away. As a result of this tragedy, Aretsuya gradually lost whatever jollity and optimism she had originally possessed, and instead became a cold, apathetic and melancholy soul. The youthful charm the town's denizens had so adored had vanished, and with it so did any and all motivation on their part to purchase her flowers. With this method of income diminished, and the meager savings left to her by her dear deceased grandfather almost exhausted, she had no choice left but to take to the streets, and during this time she befriended a group of other, similarly young and destitute children. Together with them, she searched for odd jobs and scavenged the streets to survive, and the early years of her adolescence passed by in this manner.
And thus ended the first few and not-so-bleak chapters of her life.
It was then that the story took a turn really took a turn for the worse, and Aretsuya had to shake her head to recover from her morbid reverie before it could become any more morose. Grimacing in order to prevent herself from thinking further, she opened her eyes and withdrew her head from where it rested, and glanced back outside the frosted window. By now it was completely dark, and the streets were entirely devoid of any signs of life; she had lost all track of time while idly drowned in her thoughts, apparently. The girl inhaled deeply, then decided to wander outside for a stroll to try and clear her mind of its wayward thoughts. She was hesitant at first, however, and after a second brief scan of the view from her window revealed that no one was present, she finally ventured outside, reassured. It was because she felt it was wrong to reveal her unsightly, unclean self in front of others that she always roamed about on her own. She felt impure, and as such did not want other people to witness her many insecurities first-hand.
Once outside, the rain beat down relentlessly upon her unshielded face, and Aretsuya was once again consumed by her thoughts -- although this time, they were more focused on staring intently at the ground directly ahead of her rather then wallowing in miserable nostalgia. Minutes elapsed in this manner, perhaps even hours, until suddenly, without any warning, her body violently collided against another, much taller figure and she fell back against the hard, wet pavement, her back slamming against the cold stone.
Her eyes widened fearfully. "I-I'm sorry," she stuttered, her voice trembling. Aretsuya refused to look up, her body shaking from the immense cold as well as growing apprehension at how the stranger might punish her for her carelessness. "I'm sorry," she whispered again. "I'm sorry…"