Vignette One – Business
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All hospital rooms are clinical. Most are clean and spotless, some are not, but almost all are some cold mechanical shade of white. Why couldn’t a hospital room be red? Because then it wouldn’t be a hospital room.
Even this hospital room, on the surface of Utropollus Major, was a pale off-white. For whatever reason, it was untouched by the destruction that had seeped into the fabric of Utropollus, as though this place were made of Teflon.
Tilaric Brel, however, had been staring at the same off-white wall for nearly an hour and a half. The expression on his face was somewhere between puzzlement and horror, the sort of look one might imagine could be evoked by something at once beautiful and ugly.
“What you are experiencing is perfectly normal,” Macbeth assured the man. He was naked, scars crisscrossing his body like a thousand rivers of pain, all flowing into one another. Macbeth’s words from his place in his macabre little hoverchair came in a voice that so obviously longed to be soothing it was revolting.
If Brel’s body was a map of the rivers of some far-flung world that cut across him and whispered of agony, Macbeth’s voice was the sound of a thousand bees buzzing in unison. They spoke of the same sort of pain. Their agony was orchestral and stereophonic, making even their best approximation of reassurance incredibly disturbing.
“General Grevious informs me that, upon waking, the dead are often assaulted by a barrage of questions so immense it immobilizes them. Please, take your time; I assure you that your body is quite functional. You were an expensive purchase.”
When Brel finally spoke, his words were clipped. “I’m alive?”
“Yes.”
He suddenly clutched his head, lying back on the operating table gently, as though the answer had only confused him more. “I remember dying,” Brel whispered. “I remember the fire, the screaming, the agony of metal cutting flesh, I remember floating in a void as my heart stopped but my brain still sputtered about for days.”
“No doubt.”
“Everything is translucent,” Brel said, and it became clear he was speaking to himself. “Everything in my head has been scattered around. Suddenly everything and nothing is real, every memory is a dream and every dream is a memory, I can no longer distinguish fact from fantasy –”
“Sedate him.”
The buzzing nanite robots complied, and when Brel awoke, he was far less frantic. This time he sat up calmly, looking Macbeth in his twisted and sunken eyes. Macbeth looked as though he had been ripped apart and put back together a thousand times. He wasn’t scarred; the reconstruction had been seamless. But nanites buzzed all about him, enshrouding him and dancing around his bizarrely glowing eyes like savages around a fire. He was the human equivalent of paper maché.
“How can I be alive, if I died?” Brel asked. “I thought that death was the end. I had accepted it.”
“Death is, often, only the beginning – even if it goes against everything you hold to be true,” Macbeth replied. “I assure you that to many, death is nothing more than a business. That is how you have come to be here. Like all businesses, death is reliable; it is not fantastic or spectacular, but average, a condition that functions like clockwork. If there is one thing you can rely upon in the universe, it is business. Let that assure you of the reality of what you are now experiencing.”
Brel shook his head. The motion was awkward and forced. It was the human reaction he knew was natural, but it no longer came naturally. They sat in silence as Brel contemplated this.
“You have been alive for nearly an hour,” Macbeth said, “and you haven’t asked me anything of substance. Don’t you care where you are? Who I am? How you came to be here?”
“I can remember dying not once, but a thousand times,” Brel said, taking seconds between each of the words as though he was harvesting them and evaluating each. “My memories are all intruding on one another.”
Macbeth’s chair twitched as he waited for his answer.
“None of this is real to me. Nothing is real to me,” Brel elaborated. “Death was final, death was the end. If death isn’t the end, I can’t accept the validity of everything I remember. Memory and reality have been submerged in a pool of fantasy. How can I ask you questions when I haven’t even accepted what’s happening here? No one asks questions in a dream.”
Macbeth ignored the rambling and supplied an answer anyway. “You are on the planet of Utropollus Major in the Utropollus system. That is an empty name now, because I have destroyed Utropollus. You might say that we stand on the corpse of Utropollus Major, which I have reanimated as I reanimated you. After your death at the Battle of Bastion, your body was located by a nameless group of intergalactic merchants who deal in the business of death. Death is not, as you put it, final; it is just a boundary which few have the means to cross. I have purchased you, and restored you to life using the same nanotechnology I used to destroy this planet.”
Brel stared at the white walls of the hospital room for three more hours.