"I began my life on Abregado-rae. Under the Tundei regime my family – consisting of my father, mother, uncle, myself and my younger brother – worked as entertainers. Our species, the Gados, are built for such things. Though humanoid in appearance, we possess great flexibility. Each bone in our skeleton is like a tiny knot, connected by strong ligaments and muscles. With this structure, we are able to perform leaps and defy gravity and the laws of physics like no others – but I digress…
Since the regime had taken power, the planet had lost a large percentage of its visitors and more and more troops of performers were dropping out of the profession to become something more profitable. My family could do no such thing. A long time ago my father became indebted to the now leader of the government. He owes him what some people would call a life debt. When I was not yet born, this man helped my father, pulling him from a life of poverty and almost certain death. My father was made head of a successful troupe of artists; such as he is now, that entertained the highest of clientele. Sadly, as I have said, we fell on dark days.
When I was only seven years old, my father told me that we must leave. I was quite excited at the thought of exploring a new place. I had never left the confines of the system before, but knew from others that where we were was only a speck in the great stretch that was the universe. Father told Hadi (my brother) and I that my uncle Kahil was to take us away and that he and mother would follow soon after – they had some matters to settle first. I was reluctant, but as every child does, believed the words of my father. I never saw him again.
For disobeying the laws of the land, my parents were killed. My brother and I were likened to illegal contraband – it was claimed we were the property of the regime and that in robbing them of us, our parents had robbed them of two potential generals, soldiers, diplomats, and so on (it seemed they had high opinions of what they expected we would become). I wouldn't find this out until some years later, of course. In the meanwhile, our uncle would have us believe that they simply hadn't dealt with things at home yet.
My uncle gave us sweets, a rare thing, when we set off on our great journey. He told us we were headed to a far off planet named Selonia. It was inhabited entirely by people who looked like the animals we kept as pets, he said. I was in total disbelief, but sure enough, when we arrived, I found that the people there were not human, but beasts – yet they walked around on two legs and some even spoke our language.
I found out when I was older that the reason for our arrival here was my uncle's ties to one of the Selonian diplomats. Some time ago, she had visited Abregado-rae to discuss trade routes and the like. She and her family came to the show and loved it – there is something universally enjoyable about circo-troupes, that they do not require an understanding of language or culture. I don't know how it happened, but she took a liking to my uncle. Of course, it is a diabolical thought for a Selonian to mate outside of its species. My uncle was a care-free man, who refused to be controlled, and I think that this was the reason why she was fascinated by him – he stood for everything that her people hated.
It was she, against her better judgment and protest of her peers, who would take us in. We quickly became the talk of the dens. All through the subterranean burrows, word of these hairless creatures spread. Rumors began to crop up that we were spys or such like, and it took a good while before we were finally accepted. I say accepted, yet truthfully, it was more as though we were abided. The males (they are very rare) who headed the various families saw us as servants and in spite of their own quickness, would call for us to do menial tasks, errands and such. They argued that we were intruders into their culture therefore owed it to the native people.
It was odd at first, but we became accustomed to living underground. My brother was so young that he did not know anything else, and would protest against going above ground. I loved it, of course. I had free reign of the land there and could do what I wanted to. It sounds so trivial, but just being able to sit and look at the stars or take a stroll in the sun was a great pleasure for me. In the end, all this would be to my detriment.
While I retained my humanity, Hadi meshed well with the young Selonians. By the time he reached his eighteenth birthday, he and a band of cubs (as I called them) were like brothers. So well liked was Hadi that on that very birthday, the Selonian people truly accepted him. He was given permission to craft a Selonian glaive. This ritual is symbolic of passage into adulthood for a Selonian, and shows them to be strong of character. My uncle was so proud, yet reluctant to show this, knowing that as I was already twenty years old, I would never be able to undertake the ceremony.
I did not fret on it, of course. Though I would have liked to be a part of the community, I was just as happy living on the fringe. I talked with the diplomat who had first taken us in often. She was the one who taught us how to speak the Selonian language. She said that I should become her aide, one day, and travel with her. She admired my resilience. You see, on my home world there is no culture, no history. We were a people of outcasts, a mutt planet. Selonia's foundations are built on the opposite of this, which made it very difficult to produce good diplomats (that and, of course, the fact that majority of the species were agoraphobic).
In a way, we were both secretly envious of one another. I would have liked to have had some heritage and history to say that I belonged to, and she would have liked to have been rid of hers. I do not think she realized it, but she was already cleansing herself of it all. Her first step had been accepting us. She loved my uncle dearly, of course, so that would have played a part in it. Still to this day she dotes on him, and asks to hear stories of his exploits. Sometimes she'll ask to see him perform a trick, but he's getting a little too old for that now, and living under ground has caused many of his muscles, much like Hadi's, to weaken. I alone retain my full strength.
Here is where we begin this story. I was twenty cycles old; my brother is eighteen, and my uncle sixty-two. It had been years since we lost hope of seeing our parents or home again. It was, in fact, my birthday. I was to turn twenty-one – a prestigious age else where in the core, I was told, but here things will be no different. Just as normal, I was on the move."
The head of sept Chanzari, one of the stronger families on Selonian, had called for Vahid. Luckily, enough for the Gados, the Selonian's were a people of ingenuity and had created the bullet train that transported its citizens around the various dens. As the young humanoid stood, watching the earth go past the windows, his body shaking as the train did, he felt the eyes of the Selonians upon him. The ambassador, Vahid's uncle and Vahid himself were the only beings upon the planet to wear clothes and it was as though the native population were repulsed by this. Vahid would compensate by wearing no shirt, but it simply was not good enough and he was not willing to do anything else – it was cold down there, and he did not have a fur coat (he wanted to maintain what was left of his dignity, too).
He stepped off the train, barged and elbowed about until he found his way to the 'station' exit. Given their dislike for him, it would be plausible that they avoided him like the plague and that as he walked through the tunnels they moved out of his way as much as possible. In reality, the opposite occurred. People went out of their way to get in front of him, to slow him down, because they knew that if he were late he would get a good telling off and perhaps another lash to add to the welts already all over his back.
It was hopelessly dark in the tunnels. Vahid had learnt his way around, of course, but the lack of light did mean that it was impossible to check what time it was. He had a kinetic-powered chrono, a gift from his uncle, but he could only read the face when he was on the planets surface.
"You're late, Hesam!!"
Almost jumping out of his skin, Vahid looked up from squinting at his watch to see the angry face of the Selonian male. He had become so used to the Selonian language now that he did not even think of it as foreign, and translated it in his head instantly.
"Looking at that watch of yours, are you? You spend all day looking at it yet you are still ten minutes late. You are useless," he snarled, giving the Gados a clip on the back of the head as he came to the doorway and thereby knocking him into the den. A few female Selonian's lounged around within, some sleeping, others eating. Vahid remembered to keep his eyes on the ground – one wrong look and he would be accused of trying to woo one of the male's brides.
"I don't know why I bother," he mumbled.
One of the females gasped. The others joined in immediately.
"Did you hear him, daaahlink? He said he doesn't know why he bothers!"
The male whirled around and Vahid had to stop himself from ducking as he was hit on the back of the head once again, "If you're so good, get your skinny little behind off of this planet, eh? You're worthless to us, a slave… Mrrrahas was a fool to ever take you and your crazy uncle in."
"My uncle isn't crazy."
THWAK!
"Well you are! You must be, otherwise you'd have learnt long ago not to back-talk me, boy."
The way he was talking, you'd think the beast was double Vahid's age. In actual fact, he was three years younger. At seventeen, he was one of the only fertile males in the community, making him an incredibly rare and precious commodity. As a result, he had been pampered and lauded over until his ego had consumed him entirely. Vahid felt quite sorry for him. The Selonian held up a paw, as if to silence and protest the Gados might have – despite the fact that he had none.
"I have a job for you."
"Oh joy."
"You are going to take this to Hadi," he said, with a motion to an ornamental case propped against the wall. It looked about a foot wide, and two foot long, "It is very fragile and valuable – drop it and I will have your life. Hadi is expecting it within the hour. If he does not get it within half an hour, I will have your life. It must be clean. If it is dirty-"
"You will have my life. I understand, Perrra. I'll get it to my-… Hadi."
With that, Vahid bowed out of the gracious company of the Selonians. He held the heavy package under his arms, barely giving its contents a thought. Take it to Hadi, Perrra had said. Not to your brother. It was as though he had been relegated from being family, to being hired help – and not even hired at that! Forced was more like it. Well… Perrra spoke the truth. He could have upped and gone if he had the will. There were human colonies on the surface and with his agility, he could make it to them unscathed, but he simply could not leave his brother alone like that. He knew that he still cared for him and as the elder of the two Vahid felt a responsibility to look after him.
Back onto the bullet train, he went, and soon enough was at his brother’s door.
"Who is it?" a voice called out.
"Vahid."
The door swung open almost immediately. There stood Hadi, fully clothed – unusual for one who had embraced the Selonian culture and traditions so strongly. Never the less, the brothers embraced and the door was quickly shut behind Vahid. It was a rare occasion that they were alone and so Vahid assumed that Hadi would like to use it to the fullest of its potential.
"I have a package for you, little brother," he said, presenting the case with mock bravado.
"Ah, thank you, Vahid!"
Speaking in Basic was a welcome change. Vahid usually only uttered a few words a day in his native tongue, and those were curses against the Selonian beasts. He beamed with curiosity.
"So, what has my little brother been up to lately?" he asked, looking up at one of the Selonian den paintings on the wall as Hadi took the case away to the table to examine its contents.
"Oh, so much, brother. I only wish you were not so stubborn. You would love this lifestyle."
Looking back over his shoulder, Vahid shook his head, "You know that it doesn't fit me. It never will. I'd rather be a slave to them then have to follow their lead," he said, quickly adding more as he noticed his brothers' sadness, "but I am happy that you have found something you are so passionate about."
"I have so many things that interest me, brother. Are you sure you wouldn't like to share in them? It pains me to think that we are growing apart."
As if unable to look his brother in the eyes, Vahid stood and continued to scrutinize the painting.
"You already know my answer."
Behind his brothers back, Hadi nodded solemnly. The case was finally opened, though Vahid did not look back to see what it was. It probably would have been better if he had, given than seconds later he found himself unconscious.
Since the regime had taken power, the planet had lost a large percentage of its visitors and more and more troops of performers were dropping out of the profession to become something more profitable. My family could do no such thing. A long time ago my father became indebted to the now leader of the government. He owes him what some people would call a life debt. When I was not yet born, this man helped my father, pulling him from a life of poverty and almost certain death. My father was made head of a successful troupe of artists; such as he is now, that entertained the highest of clientele. Sadly, as I have said, we fell on dark days.
When I was only seven years old, my father told me that we must leave. I was quite excited at the thought of exploring a new place. I had never left the confines of the system before, but knew from others that where we were was only a speck in the great stretch that was the universe. Father told Hadi (my brother) and I that my uncle Kahil was to take us away and that he and mother would follow soon after – they had some matters to settle first. I was reluctant, but as every child does, believed the words of my father. I never saw him again.
For disobeying the laws of the land, my parents were killed. My brother and I were likened to illegal contraband – it was claimed we were the property of the regime and that in robbing them of us, our parents had robbed them of two potential generals, soldiers, diplomats, and so on (it seemed they had high opinions of what they expected we would become). I wouldn't find this out until some years later, of course. In the meanwhile, our uncle would have us believe that they simply hadn't dealt with things at home yet.
My uncle gave us sweets, a rare thing, when we set off on our great journey. He told us we were headed to a far off planet named Selonia. It was inhabited entirely by people who looked like the animals we kept as pets, he said. I was in total disbelief, but sure enough, when we arrived, I found that the people there were not human, but beasts – yet they walked around on two legs and some even spoke our language.
I found out when I was older that the reason for our arrival here was my uncle's ties to one of the Selonian diplomats. Some time ago, she had visited Abregado-rae to discuss trade routes and the like. She and her family came to the show and loved it – there is something universally enjoyable about circo-troupes, that they do not require an understanding of language or culture. I don't know how it happened, but she took a liking to my uncle. Of course, it is a diabolical thought for a Selonian to mate outside of its species. My uncle was a care-free man, who refused to be controlled, and I think that this was the reason why she was fascinated by him – he stood for everything that her people hated.
It was she, against her better judgment and protest of her peers, who would take us in. We quickly became the talk of the dens. All through the subterranean burrows, word of these hairless creatures spread. Rumors began to crop up that we were spys or such like, and it took a good while before we were finally accepted. I say accepted, yet truthfully, it was more as though we were abided. The males (they are very rare) who headed the various families saw us as servants and in spite of their own quickness, would call for us to do menial tasks, errands and such. They argued that we were intruders into their culture therefore owed it to the native people.
It was odd at first, but we became accustomed to living underground. My brother was so young that he did not know anything else, and would protest against going above ground. I loved it, of course. I had free reign of the land there and could do what I wanted to. It sounds so trivial, but just being able to sit and look at the stars or take a stroll in the sun was a great pleasure for me. In the end, all this would be to my detriment.
While I retained my humanity, Hadi meshed well with the young Selonians. By the time he reached his eighteenth birthday, he and a band of cubs (as I called them) were like brothers. So well liked was Hadi that on that very birthday, the Selonian people truly accepted him. He was given permission to craft a Selonian glaive. This ritual is symbolic of passage into adulthood for a Selonian, and shows them to be strong of character. My uncle was so proud, yet reluctant to show this, knowing that as I was already twenty years old, I would never be able to undertake the ceremony.
I did not fret on it, of course. Though I would have liked to be a part of the community, I was just as happy living on the fringe. I talked with the diplomat who had first taken us in often. She was the one who taught us how to speak the Selonian language. She said that I should become her aide, one day, and travel with her. She admired my resilience. You see, on my home world there is no culture, no history. We were a people of outcasts, a mutt planet. Selonia's foundations are built on the opposite of this, which made it very difficult to produce good diplomats (that and, of course, the fact that majority of the species were agoraphobic).
In a way, we were both secretly envious of one another. I would have liked to have had some heritage and history to say that I belonged to, and she would have liked to have been rid of hers. I do not think she realized it, but she was already cleansing herself of it all. Her first step had been accepting us. She loved my uncle dearly, of course, so that would have played a part in it. Still to this day she dotes on him, and asks to hear stories of his exploits. Sometimes she'll ask to see him perform a trick, but he's getting a little too old for that now, and living under ground has caused many of his muscles, much like Hadi's, to weaken. I alone retain my full strength.
Here is where we begin this story. I was twenty cycles old; my brother is eighteen, and my uncle sixty-two. It had been years since we lost hope of seeing our parents or home again. It was, in fact, my birthday. I was to turn twenty-one – a prestigious age else where in the core, I was told, but here things will be no different. Just as normal, I was on the move."
The head of sept Chanzari, one of the stronger families on Selonian, had called for Vahid. Luckily, enough for the Gados, the Selonian's were a people of ingenuity and had created the bullet train that transported its citizens around the various dens. As the young humanoid stood, watching the earth go past the windows, his body shaking as the train did, he felt the eyes of the Selonians upon him. The ambassador, Vahid's uncle and Vahid himself were the only beings upon the planet to wear clothes and it was as though the native population were repulsed by this. Vahid would compensate by wearing no shirt, but it simply was not good enough and he was not willing to do anything else – it was cold down there, and he did not have a fur coat (he wanted to maintain what was left of his dignity, too).
He stepped off the train, barged and elbowed about until he found his way to the 'station' exit. Given their dislike for him, it would be plausible that they avoided him like the plague and that as he walked through the tunnels they moved out of his way as much as possible. In reality, the opposite occurred. People went out of their way to get in front of him, to slow him down, because they knew that if he were late he would get a good telling off and perhaps another lash to add to the welts already all over his back.
It was hopelessly dark in the tunnels. Vahid had learnt his way around, of course, but the lack of light did mean that it was impossible to check what time it was. He had a kinetic-powered chrono, a gift from his uncle, but he could only read the face when he was on the planets surface.
"You're late, Hesam!!"
Almost jumping out of his skin, Vahid looked up from squinting at his watch to see the angry face of the Selonian male. He had become so used to the Selonian language now that he did not even think of it as foreign, and translated it in his head instantly.
"Looking at that watch of yours, are you? You spend all day looking at it yet you are still ten minutes late. You are useless," he snarled, giving the Gados a clip on the back of the head as he came to the doorway and thereby knocking him into the den. A few female Selonian's lounged around within, some sleeping, others eating. Vahid remembered to keep his eyes on the ground – one wrong look and he would be accused of trying to woo one of the male's brides.
"I don't know why I bother," he mumbled.
One of the females gasped. The others joined in immediately.
"Did you hear him, daaahlink? He said he doesn't know why he bothers!"
The male whirled around and Vahid had to stop himself from ducking as he was hit on the back of the head once again, "If you're so good, get your skinny little behind off of this planet, eh? You're worthless to us, a slave… Mrrrahas was a fool to ever take you and your crazy uncle in."
"My uncle isn't crazy."
THWAK!
"Well you are! You must be, otherwise you'd have learnt long ago not to back-talk me, boy."
The way he was talking, you'd think the beast was double Vahid's age. In actual fact, he was three years younger. At seventeen, he was one of the only fertile males in the community, making him an incredibly rare and precious commodity. As a result, he had been pampered and lauded over until his ego had consumed him entirely. Vahid felt quite sorry for him. The Selonian held up a paw, as if to silence and protest the Gados might have – despite the fact that he had none.
"I have a job for you."
"Oh joy."
"You are going to take this to Hadi," he said, with a motion to an ornamental case propped against the wall. It looked about a foot wide, and two foot long, "It is very fragile and valuable – drop it and I will have your life. Hadi is expecting it within the hour. If he does not get it within half an hour, I will have your life. It must be clean. If it is dirty-"
"You will have my life. I understand, Perrra. I'll get it to my-… Hadi."
With that, Vahid bowed out of the gracious company of the Selonians. He held the heavy package under his arms, barely giving its contents a thought. Take it to Hadi, Perrra had said. Not to your brother. It was as though he had been relegated from being family, to being hired help – and not even hired at that! Forced was more like it. Well… Perrra spoke the truth. He could have upped and gone if he had the will. There were human colonies on the surface and with his agility, he could make it to them unscathed, but he simply could not leave his brother alone like that. He knew that he still cared for him and as the elder of the two Vahid felt a responsibility to look after him.
Back onto the bullet train, he went, and soon enough was at his brother’s door.
"Who is it?" a voice called out.
"Vahid."
The door swung open almost immediately. There stood Hadi, fully clothed – unusual for one who had embraced the Selonian culture and traditions so strongly. Never the less, the brothers embraced and the door was quickly shut behind Vahid. It was a rare occasion that they were alone and so Vahid assumed that Hadi would like to use it to the fullest of its potential.
"I have a package for you, little brother," he said, presenting the case with mock bravado.
"Ah, thank you, Vahid!"
Speaking in Basic was a welcome change. Vahid usually only uttered a few words a day in his native tongue, and those were curses against the Selonian beasts. He beamed with curiosity.
"So, what has my little brother been up to lately?" he asked, looking up at one of the Selonian den paintings on the wall as Hadi took the case away to the table to examine its contents.
"Oh, so much, brother. I only wish you were not so stubborn. You would love this lifestyle."
Looking back over his shoulder, Vahid shook his head, "You know that it doesn't fit me. It never will. I'd rather be a slave to them then have to follow their lead," he said, quickly adding more as he noticed his brothers' sadness, "but I am happy that you have found something you are so passionate about."
"I have so many things that interest me, brother. Are you sure you wouldn't like to share in them? It pains me to think that we are growing apart."
As if unable to look his brother in the eyes, Vahid stood and continued to scrutinize the painting.
"You already know my answer."
Behind his brothers back, Hadi nodded solemnly. The case was finally opened, though Vahid did not look back to see what it was. It probably would have been better if he had, given than seconds later he found himself unconscious.