She packed my bags last night pre-flight
Zero hour nine a.m.
And I'm gonna be high as a kite by then
I miss the earth so much I miss my wife
It's lonely out in space
On such a timeless flight
And I think it's gonna be a long long time
Till touch down brings me round again to find
I'm not the man they think I am at home
Oh no no no I'm a rocket man
Rocket man burning out his fuse up here alone
Mars ain't the kind of place to raise your kids
In fact it's cold as hell
And there's no one there to raise them if you did
And all this science I don't understand
It's just my job five days a week
A rocket man, a rocket man
And I think it's gonna be a long long time...
Zero hour nine a.m.
And I'm gonna be high as a kite by then
I miss the earth so much I miss my wife
It's lonely out in space
On such a timeless flight
And I think it's gonna be a long long time
Till touch down brings me round again to find
I'm not the man they think I am at home
Oh no no no I'm a rocket man
Rocket man burning out his fuse up here alone
Mars ain't the kind of place to raise your kids
In fact it's cold as hell
And there's no one there to raise them if you did
And all this science I don't understand
It's just my job five days a week
A rocket man, a rocket man
And I think it's gonna be a long long time...
There it stood. In all of its beauty, Andoz XII, the first rocketship ever to visit another planet in the Andozian solar system. And he was going to be the one behind the wheel. He was in control. He was the driver. He was the pilot. He was the rocketman. It was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen, and he was going to fly it.
The launch pad and the area surrounding it had a very surrealistic feel to Andrew Cross, one of four who would be making the journey deep into space, where no Andozian had ever gone before. Nothing here seemed entirely real one moment and the next...it was all too real, all too real and all too frightening. But he had to deal with it.
He was a rocketman. He was the rocketman.
Along with him for the ride would be the copilot, Paul Morrison. The navigator, Lewis Gray, and the scientist and ship's doctor, Doctor Nathan Richards. Together, they would be making a voyage the likes of which had never been attempted before in Andozian history. They would be going into deep space. Into the unknown. Straight out of a science fiction novel.
Far far away from The New Order, the Galactic Coalition, Vinda Corporation, was the planet of Andoz, where hyerspace was not even a dream, and the speed of light was seemingly impossible to attain. Intergalactic travel was fantasy, and interplanetary travel was only about to be achieved for the first time. That is, if all went well...
The residents of our galaxy may have looked upon the vastly technologically inferior Andoz XII and scoffed, laughed, mocked, but Andrew Cross was looking at it with amazement. It was his chariot. It was his steed. It was his dream. He was born to fly this ship. He was born to step foot on another planet's soil.
Day One - Takeoff
"Control, all systems are go," Cross's voice betrayed his nervousness, "We are green for launch."
"Roget that, Andoz XII," came the response, Affirming...affirmed. All systems go. Green for launch. Countdown beginning. 20..."
Andrew stared out the small round window to the side, where he could see the the launch pad at an awkward. He realized that this would be his last look at the surface of Andoz for a very long time, and he did not look away, even when Paul asked him if there was anything wrong for the first time.
"Andrew...Andrew?" Paul's voice was far off, distant. As if he was screaming over the engines and could barely be heard, but the engines were muffled, Cross realized, and his voice was quite clear, "Andrew?"
"Huh...yeah?" Andrew snapped back from his daydreaming.
"Focus buddy," Paul grinned, winking, "This is no time to be zoning out on me. You're the rocketman, remember?"
"Yeah, sorry," Andrew gave a fake smile. He was nervous as hell, "I'm the rocketman."
"Atta' boy. 10 seconds, man," Paul's grin turned devilish, "Any last words?"
"Yeah," Andrew grinned back, this one genuine, "Goodbye Andoz."
Paul chuckled, and so did Andrew, until he realized he only had five seconds before he would be leaving his planet. The planet he had been on for his entire life. Why was he scared of this? He had been training his whole life for this moment! But still, something seemed weird...wrong, even...no. He was the rocketman. There could be no doubts. He was the rocketman.
"3...2...1...ignition. We have ignition. I repeat, we have ignition."
Goodbye Andoz.
Day 231 - Nightmare
Two hundred and thirty-one days. It had been two hundred and thirty-one days since Andrew Cross had had his feet firmly planted on the ground. He thought about that number, two hundred and thirty-one. It had been utterly meaningless to him before, a number with no significant meaning. But lately every number of days they had been out here seemed more significant than the last. Right now, to Andrew Cross, two hundred and thirty-one was more important than the date of his birthday. More important than he and his wife's anniversary...well, that was really a given, since he never remembered it. Two hundred and thirty-one was important.
If only Andrew realized just how important.
Paul Morrison floated into the cockpit just then, the usual devilish grin planted on his face. His pose was altogether comical. Arms behind his head, legs crossed, floating as if he was reasting upon his back, with his head propped to one side so he could look at his long-time friend. Andrew couldn't help but shake his head and laugh. Paul had a way of making people laugh no matter what the situation. An altogether admirable trait.
"What are you doing in here?" Andrew asked, struggling to keep a straight face.
"Some diagnostics checks," Paul casually replied, floating over to one of the consoles.
"Nuh-uh," Cross grabbed him by the leg and pulled him back, "Its my shift. I'll do it."
"Frack Andrew, every shift is your shift!" Paul put on one of his fake serious faces, only because he didn't really know how to make a real serious face, "Take a break, man. I got it. Your a frelling workaholic, even millions of meters away from your bosses!"
"I..."
"I got it, man," Paul assured him, "Go take a break. Catch some sleep, masturbate, I dunno, something..."
"Shut up, Paul."
"Roger that, sir," Paul's fake serious face dissolved, "Now get the hell outta my cockpit!"
The Andoz XII was a very large ship, but most of that was sytems, cables, and the like. The actual crawl tunnels and living areas for the crew members were very cramped and tiny. Not a one crew member was claustrophobic, and that was no coincidence. They were to be spending a very long time in such an environment, and they couldn't deal with any of the crew freaking out.
As Andrew floated through one of the crawl tunnels, he patted one of the walls, smiling. This was his baby. This was his ship. He was the rocketman. There was a slight tremor, causing Andrew to frown. What was Paul doing? In an instant, there was a very large noise and the world went black.
Day 232 - Where?
When Andrew came to, he realized the cockpit he had left had changed very dramatically. Consoles were sparking, a couple had been completely pulled from their panels, releasing cables and wires, many of them cut and also sparking. The room was very dark, and at first Andrew thought the lights had also gone out, but then he saw a whsipery hint of one of the emergency lights. It was clouded...by smoke.
"You're awake," came a voice. It was Paul's, "Our luck must be changing."
"What happened?" Andrew asked, groggily, and then turned a glare at Paul, "What did you do?"
"What did I do?" Paul asked, shaking his head, "I didn't do anything. I was running the diagnostics check like I said, and then bang, whatever the frell happened happened. I got knocked out too, but only for a little while. You got a pretty nasty bruise there, though. You've been out of it for a day."
Andrew reached up to touch the wound, and met resistance. He realized then that his helmet was on, and so was Paul's.
"Life support failed a couple hours ago," Paul said, picking up on Andrew's confusion, "I had time to dress the wound with what I had, so you should be okay."
"Where's Lewis? And the Doc?" Andrew asked.
"They..." Paul looked away, and Andrew realized this had been the first time he had not seen the man smiling or hiding a smile, "When...whatever happened...most of the ship...it snapped off, Andrew...they...they're gone."
"Frell..." was all Andrew could say. And he repeated it, again and again.
"I did some diagnostics checks," Paul said finally, trying to change the subject, "We're pretty stable right now, so no unexpected deaths hiding in the corners, but we're dead in space. We can't move. Can't get anywhere. Especially not back to Andoz. And we don't have that much oxygen..."
"Frell...frell...frell..." Andrew kept whispering. His gaze drifted toward the main viewport, and his eyes widened to the size of saucers, "Frell."
And his mouth did not close again like it should have.
"Maybe if I...no, that wouldn't work," Paul rambled on, unaware of his only surviving crewmates blank expression.
"Paul..." Andrew whispered.
"Maybe...we're fucked, aren't we?"
"Paul." Andrew managed to say loudly.
"What?"
"What the frack is that?" Andrew asked.
"What is what?"
Paul followed his gaze out the viewport, and his mouth did not shut either. Neither of them could speak. What was it. They had no idea, but they'd soon find out, they were heading straight for it. The name Astral Astoria would soon become very important to them.