The Masks We Wear
The Jedi Temple
Silent.
The nights on Naboo were more quiet and serene than any other place in the galaxy. A cool breeze rolled in gently of the surrounding hills. The same hills were being misted with a light rain from the navy blue skies. Sephia couldn't help, but find herself wandering the open halls of the Temple at some strange hour of the night, every night. She could here the occasional chirp from the peko peko bird s that were probably getting frustrated with wet nests.
Strolling the halls, the Apprentice found herself inside the elaborate gardens. A gentle chill rushed over her as she walked into the symposium. The structure was open, with a massive tree that arched out into the middle, covering the hole like a blanket, the leaves and flowers that decorated the worn bark creating a blanket the almost completely closed the large circular opening, but left enough slivers for a perfect amount of light to escape into the gardens. Right now it was a soft moon light, during the day it was a warming, bright light from the sun.
Sephia sat in an old bench, and leaned back looking at the tree's branches, which at night showed little of it's true beauty. Keeping her mind off her horrible dreams is all she had in mind. The images of death and destruction. They frightened her and despite their reoccurrence she had yet to speak to one of the Masters on it. She tried not to seek council as often as she could, she wanted to discover things by herself. Her mother had always taught her that was best. But truthfully, she was scared to know the truth behind this nightmare.
She hoped it was just what she wanted it to be. Nothing more than a nightmare, something her mind invented as a result of her loneliness as of late. Something she was just imagining.
The Padawan shifted the thoughts in her mind, trying desperately to stop convincing herself what she already knew. Sephia looked through a break between branches and caught a clear glimpse of the sky. She had come to watch as the sun rose, to watch like she used to on Corellia when her father was still alive. Watch as the stars turned from white to blue as the night shifted into day. It was a beautiful sight. Something she hadn't experienced in years.
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As she awoke, she saw many Apprentices passing through the gardens. She sat up rubbing her eyes and fixing her ruffled hair. She straightened out her Devotion Beads that had twisted around her neck during her sleep. Sephia shook her head. She had fallen asleep long before she was able to see the sunrise. She was kicking herself over it, but supposed it's the result of trying to stay up and watch it the previous night. Lack of sleep is not what helps one stay up. Sephia was starting to feel the physical repercussions as well. Her eyes felt heavy and showed some wear and her body just felt completely out of sorts.
As she began wandering the halls in the early hours, she began thinking of her dream again. Rubbing her eyes Sephia tried once more to mentally change the subject. It was like she was losing her mind. Never had a dream or a vision or a nightmare or whatever name you wanted to call it bothered Sephia so much. Before she knew it she was standing before her quarters. She tapped the codepad and the door slid open with a gentle hiss.
Looking at her clock, her eyes opened widely. She ran cool water at the sink, splashing it in her face and quickly changing tunics before she was out the door, heading toward the dueling chamber. She was close to being late for her latest sparring match. Sephia hated not being punctual. But lately she was just entirely out of sorts.
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The Dueling Chamber
2 Hours Later
2 Hours Later
There was whispering going on as she and the other student kept going. Neither had yet to be struck by the training sabers, but they both had been very close. Too close for Sephia's comfort. She lightly walked in a back and forth motion as he stood with his blade arched outward and to the right, he was panting heavily. And although she was winded, Sephia tried her best not to look it. 'Dueling is purely mental, if you can show your opponent your better and you can convince yourself of it, you are the victor long before any blow is landed'. The words of Master Dorian were like echoes in Sephia's mind.
She twisted her body, bringing the blade over top herself in a swoop toward his shoulder. He moved quickly and swung inward, but Sephia was able to counter by placing her blade in the way just in time. She parried and he backed away. Still panting, he continued to move.
His blade came in a quick set of thrusts aimed at her torso. She parried each one away and returned with a slash that covered the area where his body once stood. Several sounds came from the crowd of other apprentices. She knew what they were. About her lack of form and of any trace of technique. She had often taken scolding for her lack thereof. Master Dorian had told her time and again, a maverick lightsaber form is a pathway to poor dueling, yet she remained one of the better in her class. Despite her lacking in other areas, Sephia was quite a fine duelist.
He sloppily brought his training saber into an upward thrust, but Sephia saw a flaw in his 'form' and took advantage. She brought her blade across gently and caught him on the side, giving him a nasty jolt. He sighed and the whispers continued as Sephia wiped the bit of sweat that had collected on her forehead with the sleeve of her tunic. She pulled her hair out of it's upward hold and shook her head to let it fall to it's normal place laying just past her shoulders. Several of the students gave the two pointers. Whether they were more experienced or not, Sephia and her opponent listened. She had a habit of combining the styles together and the advice from padawans who used, say Form II as a main style, were able to help her tighten her form.
But as she heard them speak, it felt like her stomach was turning over. A man entered the chamber along with a Bith. Sephia suddenly felt sick. The images from her dream flashed again and again. Master Dorian and the two beings approached. She heard what they said, but it didn't quite sink in at that moment. The words passed through her head as if they weren't said... but they were said. And despite her best efforts Sephia could her them all. The other apprentices looked and saw the confused and distraught look and suddenly the whispered were gone.
Silent.