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The images collide... collapse
A swirling mass of nearly forgotten experiences and half-formed intentions..
Of plans gone awry and the trials of retreat.
All fading as a light appears (nearly blindingly) against closed eyes and, just as quickly, disappears. The man slowly lets in the surrounding environment with every sense but his eyes as his hands pull closer the tattered remains of a dusty blanket warding off the cold that permeated the room.
The whirring of gears from the rather old housekeeping droid is heard explaining the opening and shutting of the door in front of him as his lids remain shut.
Too much of the surrounding sounds invaded and sleep fled further as his mind engaged and his vision cracks open. He sits up slowly drinking in the cold as he watched silently as his breath seemed to take visible shape in the air with each exhale. The room was completely windowless and bare metal with only a slight thin carpet outlining old walkways for an era faded from memory.
At first glance, not a very secure room. Even at second glance.
Though the occupant was a master at the art of facades he had since learned the value and freedom perfect vulnerability brings. The room was exactly as it appeared for even the most advanced in electronic protection would merely serve as beacons to those he'd rather not face.
At least, not right now.
The man wore a uniform equally as dirty as the blanket that covered him and as he stood from his crouched position of sleep, he draped the blanket over the housekeeping droid in passing. He felt no fear or trepidation at being so helpless, the feeling having been burned out of him long ago.
He was a man bridging the gap between sixty-five and seventy and he felt every bit of it. He was amazed at times just how old he had grown to be in a galaxy that had been at war for the greater part of 30 years.
But even then, he knew his luck would eventually run out.
...for everyone dies.
The man held up a hand to run through his grey hair and aborted the motion at the onset of more memories...
Some memories so old, he had to struggle to remember...
The Hell of Arcadia...
Fighting and destroying his father on Sotel...
Defeating Seamus Arliss on Muunillist...
The War with Fearsons...
The Conquest of Coruscant...
The War with the Coalition...
The Fall and Rise of Daemon Hyfe...
The funeral of Searthen Jiren...
The Themein War...
The Fall of the Belkaden Line...
His hand felt the side of his head as the creature's effects were still burned into his mind and he once more felt a twinge of regret. Of sadness and bitterness at the way things turned out.
If only the generator would have held for five more minutes...
The old rant against a past that could not be changed. Five minutes that spelled the difference between an Imperial victory or the living nightmare of war that erupted within an unwary galaxy.
There was nothing to be done.
The line had broken, the enemy had burst through unable to be contained and Kaine's world changed forever.
No use crying over spilt ambrosia.
At that particular moment, staring out into the depths of the bare wall in front, he reflected on all those old contemporaries that had made up the galaxy he had grown into.
He wondered how they fared and where they dwelt since the Belkadan Line broke. With the destruction of the Galactic Holonet System, information was scarce.
Were they victorious in their endeavors?
Were they safely cocooned six feet under solid ground?
He patted his dusty uniform with his gloved hands seeing the particles of dirt scatch the air. He turned back to the wall he had been sleeping against looking at the faded map of the galaxy, several decades old and his mind turned to more practical matters.
Just where was the enemy?
The rumors of the Black Dragon Empire beginning an offensive outside the Cluster remained unconfirmed as yet. Would such a move, so characteristic of the Daemun's boldness, indicate that Raktus still remained head of his empire or would it be indicative of the Daemun's fear that the action would soon be at the Tion's doorstep?
Either way, the move was the best news he had received lately and the soldiers would have to be told.
Propaganda was too scarce to waste with the reality of their failure, of his failure, all too evident around them.
War.
He'd known war. He'd fought in several and had both triumphed and lost.
But this was a different sort of war that they faced . One that their galaxy had never quite experienced before. For in every conflict, whether between Empire and Republic or Jedi and Sith, there were always... always winners and losers.
The triumphant would rule over the defeated.
But not now. Not in this war.
The Themein War was a war of racial superiority.
In the end, there would only be the triumphant living or the vanquished dead.
And the war started on Themos so long ago was ending.
The signs were everywhere.
Their galaxy needed a victory and a victory soon!
Or there would be no Empire...
Or maybe it was something else...
A feeling of futility that seared through the bitterness of the past. Of opportunities that would never be realized.
We live... we serve... and we die. But the Empire lives on...
The old mantra.
How cold those words feel the closer to the end one gets. And how empty.
The man took one last deep breath before banishing the last of his self doubts, the last of the weak thoughts, the last of memory.
His eyes turned once again hard and Simon Kaine, Emperor of the fractured Galactic Empire, turned and walked to the entrance. Sliding the room's door open he stopped and took in the fires that burned across the Coruscant landscape.